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2011-05-23T17:52:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone...

i need some suggestion:

should i stay on posting with my current blog to remember my mistake that i had met in this few year??!!

or i start a new blog for a new refresh life？？！！

but i need to learn to 不再怕了 ^^

必勝

2011-03-18T19:37:00.001+08:00

我要化悲憤為力量!
加油
Fighting =)

醋味

2011-03-18T19:36:00.001+08:00

我身上的醋味好重唷，重到~我一直掉淚

2011-03-15T19:22:00.001+08:00

I must concentrate during my lesson... Not looking at them...
Cuz I can't take it..

^^ 你不知道… ^^

2011-03-03T22:34:00.002+08:00

你不知道…

曾經有一個人，
整天待在電腦前，而他/她只是想等你上線然後跟你聊幾句。

你不知道… 　
當你上了線後，他/她在跟你說聲嗨之前，他/她想該跟你聊甚麼想了多久。

你不知道… 　
他/她每天都很晚才下線，其實是因為想跟你聊多一會，或多”看”你幾眼。

你不知道…
你跟他/她聊幾句，會讓他/她高興一整天。

你不知道…
能跟你一起上街玩，他/她是感到多麼的高興，即使身旁都待著一大堆的朋友。

你不知道… 　
他/她曾經鼓起了多少次勇氣，想要跟你告白，卻發現原來自己很膽小。

你不知道… 　
當他/她終於跟你告白了，而你卻告訴他/她你有心上人了，
他/她的心，是有多麼的痛，即使他/她裝作沒甚麼的回應你 “是喔” “那好吧…”。

你不知道… 　
在那之後，其實他/她還一直在等待著你。

你不知道… 　
在等待中，他/她曾想過多少次要放棄你，但卻發現自己放不下你。

你不知道… 　
你跟異性所作的一舉一動，都有可能令他/她心痛一百次，心碎一千次。

你不知道… 　
有好幾次，朋友發現他/她雙眼都腫了起來，
而他/她卻說是因為沒有睡好，其
實真正的原因，是因為他/她在前一晚想你的事情想到眼淚流個不停。

你不知道… 　
終於他/她下定決心，把你的MSN封鎖跟刪除掉了，又在Facebook把你刪了，
為的只是想讓自己不再見到你，不再想你。

你不知道… 　
在那之後，他/她還是發覺自己怎樣也忘不到你，
結果他/她還是偷偷的把你加回去了。

你不知道… 　
他/她又發現，這樣會令自己很難受，所以他/她又把你再次刪掉了。

你不知道… 　
終於… 他/她決定真的要放手了。
不是因為他/她不想付出，他/她不想堅持，是因為，他/她不想再給機會自己去打擾你，
他/她只是想大家好過點，他/她只是想讓你高興點。

你不知道… 　他/她以為自己真的把你給放下了，卻在那一晚夢見了你，
他/她又發現，自己真的是怎樣也放不下你，怎樣也忘不了你。

你不知道… 　
但他/她還是決定不再跟你聯絡，他/她只是想從你的世界消失，他/她只是想你幸福快樂。

你不知道，
曾經有一個他/她，為你做了這麼多的事情，而你卻全都不知道，或全都沒有把這些放在心上，
只是繼續追求自己所想的，把他/她拋在一旁。
不過也不要緊，因為他/她就只是想你幸福快樂，這樣他/她就會感到滿足了。

看吧，朋友，多的是你不知道的事…
希望你看完這篇文章後，如果你對他/她也有一點好感，
就給個機會他/她吧。因為你給他/她的機會，將會是他/她這一輩子收到最大的禮物…

梁心颐 ~ 小树

2011-02-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

当初，

我为了一个他，

正勇敢的努力着。

现在，

我为了另一个他，

正学习的放弃着。

还爱你却无能为力
没养分爱化为泪滴
心碎像落叶满地
痛都还来不及
还爱你但无能为力
只能静静看你离去
原来爱死了可以没有原因

^^ 成全 ^^

2011-02-25T20:32:00.001+08:00

成全了他們，結果自己痛苦著！

2011-02-25T20:25:00.001+08:00

你能不能停止！让眼泪像坏死的水龙头一样流不停！TT.TT

^^ HINT ^^

2011-02-23T23:13:00.001+08:00

"十天之后抛弃你"

posted in his status in his last sentence!!!

i wonder is this hinting this to me... as he really didnt want anything has relate to me at all!!!!!!!

shit den how i will be more sad and emo to face him sia!!!

^^ 碎了^^

2011-02-22T20:41:00.001+08:00

玻璃心碎了，又懒的打扫的后果是！
踩到时候；痛的呱呱叫。

PS：活该！我会在你的伤口撒盐的，直到你麻木了，无痛觉的。*相信我，我是为你好，（才怪）wahahaha!! ^^

Me: evil is happily doing her job,and me shut the mouth ahh u.... I will make u regret for doing this choice to me de... *I hope

^^ 著魔咒了 ^^

2011-02-22T20:28:00.001+08:00

我發現我已瘋了，像一幽魂野鬼般，不能控制自己的意志力，像是被魔俯身，跟隨著他下魔咒的他走 >_<
救命呀！！！ T.T

[MV/HQ] Ding Dang 丁噹 - 一半 (Yi Ban) One Half

2011-02-18T00:38:00.000+08:00

親愛的另一伴

你在哪裏啦，好想你

這一秒，可以出現在我面前嗎！

拜托了！萬分的感謝 ^^

^^ 14 Feb ^^

2011-02-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

It today. and it my Blog, 2year old le!!

wow! here a song for you

Happy Birthday to you (x4)

and also wishing EveryOne:

Happy Valentine's day to all, 情人节快乐!=D
愿所有的情人终成眷属；
没情人的，早日找到你/妳的Half-Apple. 好来庆祝你们来年的情人节。 (@^^@)

而我呢？-(寂寞寂寞就好)；(习惯就好) T-T

五月天 - 時光機 MV

那阳光碎裂在熟悉场景好安静

一个人能背多少往事真不轻

谁的笑谁的温暖的手心我着迷

伤痕好像都变成了曾经

全剧终看见满场空座椅灯亮起

这故事好像真实又像虚幻的情境

只是那好不容易被说服的自己

借口又顶不住懊恼的侵袭

好后悔好伤心想重来行不行

再一次我就不会走向这样的结局

好后悔好伤心谁把我放回去

我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机

对不起独自回荡在空气没人听

最后又是孤单到天明

真的痛总是来的很轻盈没声音

从背后慢慢缓缓抱着我就像你

你和我还有很多的地方还没去

为何留我荒唐的坐在这里

龔詩嘉-放不下【自製KTV版by怨小藍】

2011-02-13T14:40:00.000+08:00

2011-02-12T01:29:00.003+08:00

why this 3 previous post i put as part I till part III

Cuz this whole set of thinking is happening while im doing for my failed Quiz and attending classes, as really has no time to revise the note on it!! den mind go wonder around.. to his image all night till the end of the classes~~~

thinking that is really （没关系!~）*捶心中。到~痛苦，也没能表现出来。就像這些话浮现在我脑海里，怎么也散不开。*讨厌這种的滋味！*想哭也不能，泪只好肚里流_好咸；好苦！

一直在我的课本笔记里写的多是关于他的多导师所教的。

我想我這次应该是完蛋了。跌入一个很~深的无底洞！无法找人或梯子爬出去了！*怎么办？

田馥甄 - 我想我不会爱你

你的呼吸还有你的声音

你的呼吸穿过身体
我来不及反应
你的声音躲在耳里让我生病
谢谢你给的让我沉迷
让我丢掉了姓名
在好奇的时候拉不住眼睛

我想我不会爱你这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会爱你只是也许

你的叹息散落一地
让我歇斯底里
靠得太近一不小心弄伤自己
谢谢你给的让我沉迷
让我困住了自己
在迷路的时候舍不得离去

PS: let see this time i take how long to 真正的拿起；放下吧！*Counting Down - I.N.G!!

but i guess not too soon, as at the end of the day, got a chance to talk to... really make my mood [ T_T -> @^^@ ] have a 180.c changes

*SHIT [ $#@$@$@%@##$] , i hated this part of it~~*, as it is getter worse fromwhat had i think of it on him

^^ part iii ^^

2011-02-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

等？傻瓜，别等了！

别等不该等的人，别伤不该伤的心。

有时，爱也是种伤害.

残忍的人，选择伤害别人;

善良的人，选择伤害自己.

暗恋是最好的哑剧，说出来可能会变成悲剧

哭，并不代表我屈服；

退一步，并不象征我认输；

放手，并不代表我放弃；

正如我微笑，并不意味着我快乐

只有放弃，没有忘记。

看的淡一点，伤的就会少一点，时间过了，爱情淡了，也就散了。

时间，让深的东西越来越深，让浅的东西越来越浅。

我笑，全世界都跟着我笑；我哭，全世界只有我一个人哭。

孤独，不一定不快乐；

得到，不一定能长久。

失去不一定不再拥有，

可能因为某个理由而伤心难过

但，却能找个理由让自己快乐

爱上一个人的时候，总会有点害怕，怕得到她;怕失去她。

不用等待的人，是幸福的.

我们真的要过了很久很久,才能够明白, 自己真正怀念的,到底是怎样的人,怎样的事.

什么事情都会习惯的，譬如别离和思念。

爱与被爱，不一定成正比。

在对的时间，遇见对的人，是一种幸福

在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一种悲伤

在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息

在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一种无奈

如果哪天，我为别人披上了嫁衣，

也许是因为年龄，也许是因为累了，

^^ part ii ^^

2011-02-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

把你的号码从通讯录中删除，不出意外的话，我们不会再有交集了吧,

你已经好久没有主动打电话给我，甚至没有主动发过一条短信，

我们，就这样了吧。就这样，不再爱你了。

不再在嘈杂的人声中捕捉你的嗓音了

不再在滚滚人流中追逐你的身影了

不再因为你出现而再三斟酌自己的言语，动作甚至表情了

不再，为你心动了

你从来没有发现，喊出你的名字的时候，是我最温柔的时候，甚至声音有微微的颤抖；

经过你的身旁，我的脚步总是放的又轻又慢；

我从不敢直视你的眼睛，怕泄露了太多的情感；

分开的时候，满脑子,满脑子都是你的身影，回忆一刹那只剩与你有关的点点滴滴；

吃饭的时候，睡觉的时候，逛街的时候，发呆的时候，都在想你在干什么呢，

你会不会，会不会像我想你一样想我呢……

那样纯粹而淡然的生活，那样以你为中心的生活，

因为回忆而丰满，因为现实而枯萎。

距离拉长了思念，却阻隔了见面；

眼看着身边的人一个一个都有了轰轰烈烈的恋爱，

我想，是该放下你了，回忆，仅仅是用来回忆。

不再留着你的短信不舍得删掉了

不再一遍一遍的回看我们的聊天记录了

不再眼巴巴的盯着手机期望你的电话了

不再上一整晚的FB等你现身了

不再死皮赖脸的一遍遍打你手机了

不再每天一遍遍进入你空间看你的留言板了

不再向好友倾诉自己的心酸了，因为倾诉过一次，已经代表，我决定放下你了

当你回头找寻我的时候，我已开始寻找自己的天空，我爱你的时候是真的爱你，

我不爱你的时候是真的不爱你了

我爱你时，你才那么闪耀，我不爱你了，对我而言，你什么都不是。

曾经为了找不到你，我会整整哭一个晚上，难受一个星期，

因为害怕，所以我拼命地追溯你，因为害怕失去，所以故作坚强的让你离开，

因为我爱你，所以我不得不放弃。我们的结局是没有焦点的平行线、、、。。

请不要怀疑，曾经，我愿意不顾一切的等你，

愿意随时随地陪你，愿意在你身后默默的看你，

为你的快乐而快乐，为你的悲伤而悲伤，尽管，那些情绪，与我无关啊……

我爱你，但，那只是曾经。

^^ part i ^^

2011-02-12T01:10:00.005+08:00

多的是，你不知道的事
或許,你永遠都不知道這些事..
你不知道,每一次我邀約你而被拒時,我會拿周邊的東西發脾氣
你不知道,每一次我想你時,我會把你的缺點全部忘
你不知道,每一次我看見你的照片時,我總是在想為什麼我會喜歡你,原因是,沒有理由的
你不知道,每一次我和你談話,我需要付出多大的勇氣
你不知道,每一次談話前,我都會先預備話題
你不知道,每一次你和我談不夠數句就說要走時,我的心有多痛
你不知道,我在MSN和FACEBOOK的說話都是跟你講的
你不知道,別人的千言萬語都不及你一句的問侯,偏偏你沒有
你不知道,每一次我怕你辛苦,我總是把東西往自己身上放
你不知道,我並沒有你想像般堅強你不知道,你對我好時,我心裡在暗笑
你不知道,我喜歡你認真的樣子
你不知道,你的想法很難猜
你不知道,每一次你上線時,我都會因為不敢和你說話而歎息
你不知道,每一次你和其他人嬉笑,我都會很不安
你不知道,每一次你不和我說話時,我都在想究竟我做錯了什麼
你不知道,此刻我在想你

2011-01-29T00:52:00.001+08:00

Can I have my own life that I wanna have it, but not a personal $$ slave for my closest relative...

^^ 一位老人告诉我的60句话 ^^

2011-01-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

1. 人生就像一杯茶，不会苦一辈子，但总会苦一阵子。

2. 低头要有勇气，抬头要有底气。

3. 傻与不傻，要看你会不会装傻。

4. 幸福是可以通过学习来获得的，尽管它不是我们的母语。

5. 不要见一个爱一个，爱的太多，你的爱就要贬值。

6. 想完全了解一个男人，最好别做他的恋人，而做他的朋友。

7. 朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人。

8. 当我们搬开别人架下的绊脚石时，也许恰恰是在为自己铺路。

9. 如果说我懂的道理比别人多一点，那是因为我犯的错误比别人多一点。

10. 不是每句“对不起”，都能换来“没关系”。

11. 世界上只有想不通的人，没有走不通的路。

12. 地球是运动的，一个人不会永远处在倒霉的位置。

13. 走的最急的是最美的景色，伤的最深的是最真的感情。

14. 在事实面前，我们的想象力越发达，后果就越不堪设想。

15. 当别人开始说你是疯子的时候，你离成功就不远了 ……

16. 你永远看不见我眼里的泪，因为你不在时我才会哭泣。

17. 时间就像一张网，你撒在哪里，你的收获就在哪里。

18. 如果我能够看到自己的背影，我想它一定很忧伤，因为我把快乐都留在了前面。

19. 理想和现实总是有差距的，幸好还有差距，不然，谁还稀罕理想？

20. 任何人都可以变得狠毒，只要你尝试过嫉妒。

21. 爱情就像攥在手里的沙子，攥的越紧，流失的越快。

22. 成熟不是心变老，而是眼泪在眼里打转却还保持微笑。

23. 做与不做的最大区别是：后者拥有对前者的评论权。

24. 人，长得漂亮不如活的漂亮。

25. 有些事，明知是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，明知是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没有结局；有时候，明知没路了，却还在前进，因为习惯了。

26. 同样的一瓶饮料，便利店里 2 块钱，五星饭店里 60 块，很多的时候，一个人的价值取决于所在的位置。

27. 每个人出生的时候都是原创，可悲的是很多人渐渐都成了盗版。

28. 真坏人并不可怕，可怕的是假好人。

29. 浪漫是一袭美丽的晚礼服，但你不能一天到晚都穿着它。

30. 把一切平凡的事做好即不平凡，把一切简单的事做好即不简单。

31. 把不忙不闲的工作做的出色，把不咸不淡的生活过得精彩。

32. 情侣间最矛盾的地方就是幻想彼此的未来，却惦记着对方的过去。

33. 忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦；奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实地感受生活；疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚。

34. 理想很丰满，现实很骨感。

35. 爱情永远比婚姻圣洁，婚姻永远比爱情实惠。

36. 探索的旅程不在于发现新大陆，而在于培养新视角。

37. 一个人能走多远，要看他有谁同行；一个人有多优秀，要看他有谁指点；一个人有多成功，要看他有谁相伴。

38. 叹气是最浪费时间的事情，哭泣是最浪费力气的行径。

39. 不是人人都能活的低调，可以低调的基础是随时都能高调。

40. 谈恋爱就像剥洋葱，总有一层会让你流泪。

41. 年轻时候，拍下许多照片，摆在客厅给别人看；等到老了，才明白照片是拍给自己看的。

42. 就算不快乐也不要皱眉，因为你永远不知道谁会爱上你的笑容。

43. 当大部分人都在关注你飞的高不高时，只有少部分人关心你飞的累不累，这就是友情。

44. 绝口不提不是因为忘记，而是因为铭记。

45. 让未来到来，让过去过去。

46. 微小的幸福就在身边，容易满足就是天堂。

47. 成功有个副作用，就是以为过去的做法同样适应于将来。

48. 天使之所以会飞，是因为她们把自己看得很轻 ……

49. 试金可以用火，试女人可以用金，试男人可以用女人。

50. 喜欢一个人，就是在一起很开心；爱一个人，就是即使不开心，也想在一起。

51. 幽默就是一个人想哭的时候还有笑的兴致。

52. 咖啡苦与甜，不在于怎么搅拌，而在于是否放糖；一段伤痛，不在于怎么忘记，而在于是否有勇气重新开始。

53. 人之所以活得累，是因为放不下架子，撕不开面子，解不开情节。

54. 漂亮只能为别人提供眼福，却不一定换到幸福。

55. 美丽让男人停下，智慧让男人留下。

56. 人生最精彩的不是实现梦想的瞬间，而是坚持梦想的过程。

57. 忍无可忍，就重新再忍。

58. 付出真心，才会得到真心，却可能伤的彻底；保持距离，才能保护自己，却注定永远寂寞。

59. 废话是人际关系的第一句。

60. 有时候，不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看的太重。

0748

2011-01-25T20:35:00.001+08:00

Even the 财神爷都叫我＂0748（你去死吧）！

=)

2011-01-22T00:35:00.001+08:00

Happy happy happy~~ getting happier and more happier~~ and also slowly found my new yr mood~~ =) ;-) =D

^^ waiting ^^

2011-01-20T00:31:00.001+08:00

Waiting and looking forwards for this Friday and Sunday~~ =)

^^ 貸款愛情 ^^

2011-01-19T01:35:00.001+08:00

愛情真的能無條件貸款，不怕不會有回報、不會愛得很累嗎？

PS: 我真的要这样作嗎？我真的會很累、而且腦袋瓜必須裝有用的東西才好嗎。對吧！而且我真的沒時間想這些東東。浪費精神和心情和無辜的眼淚！可是為什麼我的思想終是不聽我的話了？喜歡擅自主張！

累 equal 哭

2011-01-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

或许我以‘累’来隐藏着我真的很想哭出来的伤心情感！因为我不能够面对面的和他说笑了!

范曉萱-哭了

PS: maybe even the sky is crying on behalf of me ba~~ thx very the much of your help~~~ =) cuz i hid me feeling!

2011-01-09T22:56:00.003+08:00

lazy to blog, and mood-less to blog on what happen this few days! just only wish i can faster forget about it!

PS: when i have happier thing happen to me to me, i will surely post it, to let you guys sense it.. =D * just let me be MIA for a moment, promise will get happier soon, i Hope. *cross finger*

^^ control ^^

2011-01-04T22:25:00.004+08:00

shouldn't have post this emo story de~~ at the 4th day of 2011!!

but no choice.. i had no Space to say it out~~

i really need to control my feeling... got no choice... i had no 资格to get it~~ why im thinking of it!
making myself more and more 痛苦!

人都说命运都掌握在自己手里。可是为什么我好像被命运控制了呢！

韦礼安-慢慢等

再等下去，可是时间和精力不让我等下去了在怎样下去我会崩溃的。

我真的快不行了。有没有办法让我放弃。

救救我好吗？

^^ 新年来临 ^^

2010-12-31T19:46:00.002+08:00

完蛋了，我迎接新年的心情完全没了。怎么办呀

连我2010的最后一天都开心不起来！怎么过2011的第一天呀。谁能帮帮我找回！

我先在这里跟你说声谢谢！

PS：最后一个拯救方案：去看烟火！看能启动我的愉快新年吗！来迎接2011 的365 天！

wishing everyone happy New year!!! happy 2011, enjoy your first day of 2011 =)

Alvin & the Chipmunks Christmas Don't Be Late (original TV)

2010-12-27T00:09:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone.. Merry belated Christmas Day, and happy boxing Day, hope you guy did have fun celebrating this day, and and got a good worth day of shopping on 26 Dec =),

meanwhile enjoy this MV yoo, by Alvin and Chipmunks =)

PS: i did enjoy, with my sisters this yr countdown =), it my first yr celebrating with my friends. THE END, WHY 因爲一切的愉快心情盡在不言中;

Hebe - 寂寞寂寞就好

2010-12-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

剝離了回憶，

開始尋找孤獨。

找到孤獨，

就不怕寂寞了。

还是原来那个我不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦

对着镜子我承诺迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容

不算什么爱错就爱错

早点认错早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到受不了伤到快疯掉

死不了就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用来我回忆里微笑我

就不相信我会笨到忘不了赖着不放掉

人本来就寂寞的借来的都该还掉

我总会把你戒掉

PS: it really the time to make me Quit!! although i know that.. it might take a while that my pain will ease off!! but no choice.. as i really have to, or else i think i can't survive anymore!!

不是我的。強求也不會幸福，只能換來痛苦！

U頻道原創影片" 愛情折扣宣傳片

2010-12-19T23:07:00.001+08:00

辛苦了，幸福就會來敲門！

wow, what a wonderful rewards for those has really worked hard, too bad it not applicant to me!!

PS:可能我到死了，幸福永遠都不可能會找上門的! as i didn't treasure during my past life, so this time is mine punishment for it!!

"Channel U Feature Film 2010" Trailer "U頻道原創影片"宣傳片

2010-12-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

浪漫的词语中带着现实的残酷=P

moral of the story! from 等一等，爱情

我们就像是时间，

你是时针，
而我是分针。
10%-偶尔会相遇，
90% -但大部分的时间都是在自己的步伐行走着。
我们会相遇；停留在那段时空吗？
有可能吗为了我停下来！

我的答案：有，当时间在整整12点坏了。那么就可以了！

爱情就像是交通工具一样，

要吗，就是它等你，

要吗，就是你等它的到来，

终有一天你会等到的。

我的结论是：如果是不小心错过了最后一班车，怎么办。手机又无法叫得到得士。那岂不是要等第二天最早的第一班车才能回！

PS: why do i have this Hopeless and Coldness anwser.. 因为我已经失去等的耐性了!

^^ 愛情季節 ^^

2010-12-12T00:03:00.004+08:00

愛情就像有種植季節的植物一樣，只要在不對的時機种下種子。

鐵定不會開花結果的，可能連發芽的機會都沒有!!

所以選擇愛；情人的時候，至少也要天時地利人和。一切應該會如願以償。=)

PS:我呢？會放棄去种這愛情的種子吧！因爲我想我已經錯過那種花的季節了。如果再等下去的話，應該會等很久，可能等到老太婆，都還沒來呀！ ='(

^^ 她說_part2 ^^

2010-12-11T12:05:00.003+08:00

running across the road in the middle of the night, what would you think?
rushing for time, LAST BUS or train;
night exercising with normal causal wear;
need to vent out something there u wouldn't wish to see;?

for the MV that i mention in JJ lin is the last situation for her to do that, but what i saw on sunday night? maybe or maybe not... hope not somthing bad happen to her!!

Do you do well in your Math?
no or yes...?

the answer for LOVE actually doesn't have a certain correct equation on it, unlike MATH, if love is like Math so simple, so a certain equation formula to sub in, there will no hurting or misunderstanding to it... but somtime there is lot of other simliar formula may apply to it, and it will get wrong in the end.. as your eyes is blinded -folded to it. but den if you do really take your time to understands it logic, it will be also as simple as 1+1=2.. so next time if really do happen to you, when you are struck, just think, do you worth it for the thing that it happen affecting you? or just let time heal it and make you heart recover from the torn in your heart.

And now enjoy this 15min music movie from JJ 林俊傑 yoo, 她說 =)

so next time spent your time and listen to she says, either from JJ Lin song or other, and maybe your mood will get better, as there maybe people around has the same problem dealing with it, and something else happen might smoothen your emotional feeling.

PS:i dun have any experience in loving... just only see too much of drama and friend story, and if friend ask me how to deal it, i only just match from drama and to it situation that it happen that all!! as im not professional in this kind of thing!! hehe..

^^ absent-minded ^^

2010-12-11T00:59:00.003+08:00

oops forgotten to post my related post today!! *paiseh, becuz ganna last min called by father to clean up my room, *cuz too messy le~~ hehe.. lazy ma.. Study is more important den everything!! den no time lor ( dotx this just a excuss )~~ hehe.. btw finally i got good night rest yesterday * hurray* ^^

PS: promise to post related ^^ 她说^^ later on during my work maybe... See you later.. good night!!

meanwhile now is 小鬼黄鸿升 MV time

1st -复制人

2nd - 御守之心

PS； his singing tactic is getter better yoo ^^ congrats to you yoo =) Rocker 黃鴻升!

林俊傑 2010概念自選集 - 她說she says

2010-12-09T22:46:00.009+08:00

PS: saw this simliar scene, in Singapore on Sunday night. More detail will update tomorrow

and PS:that lady running that i saw confirm not myself cuz too lazy to run =P

^^ Dreamsss On^^

2010-12-09T22:46:00.008+08:00

2nd post of it, Dream On!... and On

last night or this morning, i really had a tiring dream!! had sort of 3 in a night~~ damn tired right!! tell you the detail now =)

1st: a short 5 minutes dream to go on for the night and yes it good why.. heard Mr JJ Lin song 《她說》 during my sleep hours.. but really don't know it really playing from the YES933, or my mind doing the tricks ^^ and wakes up at around 3plus am to grab a drink.

2nd: surprisingly; it about someone who i like recently. the dream is about 2 of us going to; for exam or ?, in the end i when i reach the venue, it becomes a surprise party for ?? event i really not so sure at that moment as in the mean time i still figuring out is this reality or not? as in the dream i already been with him for a very very long time.. (which is not true in the realistic real world). i met his friend, (so called his friend in the my dream) and also my friends come the chalet and congrats me too.. even dreamed of old time friend coming too.. ( happy but this dream is way too long and torturing me liao) and that moment i did figure out it a dream, but i can't really do it, as my soul is too enjoyed in that moment, can't really pull me out from my virtual world

3rd: yup i think is finally over, and waken up in my dream from 1 to another dream.. and everything is back to normal , except messaging a person all day long and i didn't know that i'm still in that dream.. and finally i had wake from my ringtone 《困在臺北》for more than half an hour，but i think should change to 困在夢裏吧。

幕後花絮：wow too long never put this kind of Chinese comment to represent my thought. *quite missed using it, so use lor. hehe

the reason for getting those weird and torturing dream i guess is

might be i saw too much(for both guys and girls) of this sort of person to relay on for your lifetime through facebook
post related love post in my blog.. think about more than 1 hour to create those, and those idea source is not from him!!! but a show that i watching now
maybe minds too free to wonder around, and still can't really stays from from the guy i like, but i will continue to try to not soo fall deeper in live during this holiday period! *FIGHT.I.N.G!! *finding a stronger rope to pull myself OUT!
i think i really wanna to fall in love and really make myself hurt for nothing, u know libra is soooo lacks of caring needs *which i hated the most
and lastly maybe song, names and other related abouthim keep on appearing in my circumstance and his switching of 忽冷；忽熱！* and i think all people can't stands this feeling when a person u like do this; right? ;D

and i guess the more torturing is when im 暗戀-ing and this is what i hated most about me!! can i really find ways to avoid other then working 24/7 everything, cause that too tiring for both psychosocially and emotionally of me.

and MV a song 困在夢裏 oops it 困在臺北 from 嚴爵, enjoy yoo

每个人的人生都有一段片刻在等

那叫做过渡期我安慰自己　

每个人的人生都有一段考验在等

那叫做别放弃我激励自己

虽然这样子自我催眠有点效用

但是明天醒来还是觉得我终究一事无成

那麽的多的人对我是充满期待

而我没办法交代感到一丝无奈

PS: hope i really can get over this although i did really succeed N times,only this time need to faster as to get done before anything else happen to me *pray*

^^ Explanation's of Love ^^

2010-12-08T22:16:00.006+08:00

1st post in December after my rollercoster rides exams~~ need to think of 1 meaningful post to post it!! *thinking* AH HA!!

Since everyone like to be fall in love including me too!! so i post about about this _ L.O.V.E =)

love does means a lot to a different peoples' point of view: to some

Love is Illusion, which just imagination for those whose can't really gets it;

Love is Wonder, as wonder create miracle out of nothing;

Love is Dream, as those who are always lacking of this, they need this to fulfill their Caring needs;

Love is Drug, as they can't leave without love a single second that may made other party breathless;

Love is Nothing, as single is the best thing on earth that u can't afford it when you are attached;

Love is Just word, as in dictionary, it means a feeling of warm personal attachment towards a person;

Love is Hope, as this will make people continue it life's and survive all odds;

Love is Everything, without love, the person may become as cold as a zombie;

Love is Life, as love can create a mankind's;

Love is Pain, as when u can't get over it, u might think of all ways to hurt yourself or others physically and emotionally;

and lastly the most important of all

Love is Happiness, as everything happen during the process will have a sweetness of happiness stays in your mindset.

As for me, Love is simple; just you and me.. and nothing else matters. just like this song i mention in my blog.

and now MV: Way back into Love - 梁靜茹 & 品冠

PS：this is just a post; and nothing else. if you are trouble with this 4 lettered words.. try to think in another way, confirm will let you have a new ways of being in Love~~ just like this song =)

^^ Exam period ^^

2010-11-29T23:31:00.003+08:00

Exam is round the corner~~ but im still more sick then even... can i really concentrate to focus on my study for this statistic and organization behaviour examtation??? only the solution is to eat pandalo!!

wish me luck!!! guys =)

ps: this time is just a comment so no MV for you to watch, as i can't really think of one that is suitable under my this situation! Sorry about that *paiseh*

unless is my fav IDOL JJ Lin Jun Jie new song~~ *heard he got girlfriend le* i wonder who the lucky girl from the earth to get his warmth and gentleness* im really envious of that Lucky girl. Last word for me.. enjoy the song yoo.

JJ Lin 林俊傑 - 她說 She Says MV (HQ)

hmm.. just think about the last part of his MV telling that hope everyone can listen to his song wherever u are sad or happy, there is ppl around you will share you sadness to make you think that there is people consoling you and you are not along (and this word really does touched me sia, where i heard this song when im Sad); and receive some of your happiness that you will be spreading to this world to make it more happier!! =)

^^ friends till exam ^^

2010-11-17T14:43:00.004+08:00

Yup i got quite of friend for my exam.. there are ~~~ *drumming*

1st: PC to view the currently drama ; Playful Kiss to keep me entertained when im out of focus 2nd: is DEADFUL panadol to keep mine headaches away from me... which i have taken 4 for last 2 day~~ *hai*
3rd: instant Porridge aka maggie mee with coffee... to spent my day till next day without going out!

Tada, this r the material list to spent with me till 7 of Dec.. sadly no real type one~~
But i really wanna to go out and watch Harry Potter sia~~ who can accompany leh?? i wonder!!??

that all!! back to study: and there a Mv from me to let u enjoy~~ haha while im away from Blogging.

One More time (Playful kiss)

Playful Kiss - G.Na - 키스해줄래

PS: can i really ask my friend out to watch it?? let see baa~~~i will let you guys know when i succesed! HEHEHE

BTW happy (Hari Raya Haji to all Muslim) =D

^^I am a Timed-bomb ^^

2010-11-08T10:32:00.003+08:00

I realiase im really going to erupt soon... just like the volcano in Jakata~~~
damn it sia... everything like soo!!! @#$@$@#%#$%

can someone help me to tell her to stop her act Cuteing.. and her nonsense it really disgussing!!!

Am i really short tempered or maybe 人的忍耐度是有限度。。？？

^^ Give up??!! ^^

2010-11-02T23:13:00.004+08:00

can i or did i manage to have *Given Up on you*??!!

or is just my heart and mind not communicate again and giving me this wrong Signal??

盧廣仲-Nice to meet you

不能忘记的有大一开学的那天 (不能忘记認識你的那一天起~）
还有一起去过的海边（还有一起去过的地方）
你说人生要疯狂几遍
我都懂只是习惯比较早睡~
绕着操场一圈圈时间过了一年又一年
*我要忍着眼泪的说很高兴能认识你yeah
我最亲爱亲爱的_同学

PS: And yes this Song is really Dedicate to you: Mr James *although i really don't know u will see this blog ma?*... and this really first and last time i will post this on the Blog~~~ It really nice to meet you.. u really did made my life felt much more better and happier when im with you (while we r still in soo called 曖昧階段) But 可能我們的緣分已盡！*as seem like there is lot of barrier between us* But Thank anyway~~ and good luck for all your exam and remoduling yoo, and hope you can find a your other half-apple yoo, since u r really getting older!! =P hehe

^^ Up - Dating ^^

2010-10-31T23:16:00.007+08:00

Hi reader, Im back again for updating of my life-story, After finish my *confirm failure Quizzz* Why, cause this time reallly too hard for me to cope, not because of nonsense thing appear in my thought, but the Question is very different what the Lecturer gave!!!

And Now for the question u might ask, Why my Update is Come with a space in-between? ans is Im up for booking on date!! either for both gender.. but sure be almost all same gender not opposite de!! hehe

Hmm, the problem, i still can't seem to upload the picture i took (megabyte too big to upload) , which i took during on Date!! soo no choice, either u r my FB friend so u can check on it thru my photo that i had posted on it. *paiseh lah..

so here come on Words * trying to describe how i spent it...

- 29/10/2010
yes.. this is just after having my quiz, i go out with JJFC member to enjoy the night out~~~
did enjoy this night at esplanade and and walkaround with them.. and ya.. it really a good place for dating with the special light r on... damn good place to be recommend for ppl who r attached. to have a night out at this place... im sure you wunt regret on it~~ and thing to play with the lightup. =D

- 30/10/2010
just before the Halloween, and yup.. lot of friend booking me on this day to enjoy this scary night at safari ya, sentosa and much much more.. but all rejected.. cuz i didn't wanna to have a voiceless day after attending this event... *cause i will surely screamed like MAD* haha timid me~~ as went out after my half-day work with friend and walk around again on orchard area.. den waited for the night to come and discover more place where to have fun on it... den walk walk take take and tada~~~ lot of pict that i shrink to thumbprint size thru Facebook sceenshot
and this is the end of my updated post.. hope to see you guy with more interest post soon~~

Lastly Happy birthday to S.H.E de Selina~~ hope you get well soon due to the accident happened during your Show.. and see you on stage and wedding thru news!! =)
Enjoy

Ps: the picture is small soo i think u need to click in to view and zoom all the nice scenic photo that i took
and thank for the comment that u guys had given me.. i will try to put more interest post in it and for Firefox user, i think that a problem to it.. so you encounter any problem pls use other browser.. as i also.. using two browser to complete my post~~

and of course my recommend MV for you guy to heard.. and describe how i feel at this Moment

張懷秋-臨時演員

-work hard and next time you will be the lead of the show!!! as hard work doesn't pays off soo easily one day... they will notice your effort!! =D

^^ drowning ^^

2010-10-26T00:39:00.006+08:00

just want to ask...

seeing everyone have their reality goal in their life to go on... what about mine!!!

Will i success in my life, career, and everything that i had wish for... for this is just a virtual dream to me?? everything seem that i can't even make it... even though im in a very lowest position, also will make unforgivable mistaken?? so when can i improve myself.. or m i really that childish to do everything that i can't be mature for.. anything or anyone could help me to pull me out!!! im really felt like drowning into a very deep dark ocean.. with people putting and adding weigh on me!! it keep on pulling me down toward the center of the earth where no oxygen left for me to breath in anymore!!!

PS: I really dun know whether i can pass through this stage till April 2011.. but i will promise to hold it on... and on and on.. until i couldn't sense who i am actually...

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV全球網路大首播

2010-10-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

the second MV~~ Enjoy =D

田馥甄 Hebe《寂寞寂寞就好》MV

2010-10-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Here the MV, as the blog that i had put today a bit shoick shoick liao~~~

^^ trying to surviving ^^

2010-10-23T20:32:00.005+08:00

Hi and sorry ppl.. i really needed to stop blogging for a moment again~~~ to prepare for my quiz...

a NOTE from me... * I WILL BE B.A.C.K * hahaha =P

meanwhile im going to post two MV to show what i wanna to say.. but lazy ( cause really need to start my study on statistic.. as i haven't start YET) *forgive me pls~~~ to put in words~~ so enjoy~~ =D

Hebe田馥甄-《寂寞寂寞就好》MV

As i really neeed to stop this from being SOO close to / with him!!! *focus on exam*

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶MV
王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV

and this song i really got hope that... 1 of the sentence is his wanna to tell me.. cause this song currently is in his calling tone. *haha silly me, thinking too much again

PS: ByeBye now really need to study le.. see you guy next time soon =D btw really hope we will pass the test this time... with no help from lecturer hai!!! T.T jia you and gambateh!! to all DBA 6/09

^^ 你就像是上瘾头的毒药 ^^

2010-10-22T23:16:00.004+08:00

Help!!! Why I can't stop being so close to you..

Promise myself to stop this from you

Promise myself don't always be the one who do the first Move

But Why i can't seem to stop this

Happy to be with you

To be contiune~~~

^^ 20.10.2010^^

2010-10-20T23:39:00.003+08:00

yeh... this day.. think lot of pple will marriage... for double happiness ba!! for example: this morning going to work, 1 wedding car passby.. den *my mind goes... :ohh today is 2010 2010.. *absent minded of MIIE*
wishing them happy forever and ever and ever... *Headdown, Ahmen*

but... too bad... i didn't notice too much about this special day~~ as i really in a MOODLESS mode... or emotion-less mode.. not too happy and not too sad... not too sian~~ *don't know why*... bt need to put an act to it!!! HAI!!!

den.. receive 1 calll~~~ nothing to say about just that maybe she wanna to release somthing out ba!! den aim me~~~ den too bad lor... met my MOODless mode... den i just polite de... keep on saying Sorry... ( pls lor... u should know that ... this can give an exact answer mei on WILL be getting ur document.. u say that everyone.. is waiting for U only... i really wanna to say... or else u r too POPular to let them to including u or!!! u might just say it nicely.. that u can inform me about this and u may including the bill in the following month if u can't really waited for my precious IMPORTANT bill.. _wow in the end is because of me) haha!! den... contiune to moodless alll the way till 4pm plus... result is out!!! actually hor i didn't want to view de... scared will fail lah.. and waste $$ and resign... and blar blar blar that i had mention on my early blogging... that make me a stupid person that i cant muiltask!!! but, Took a peek... and!!! Cssss WOW im soo surprise i PASSed (stone release liao.. *fui*) but annoying person ask me to view lt!! HMM don't wanna to tell sia!!! too moody.. as meanwhile i made a mistake on my job... send wrong pple in email..*argh* si liao lah!!! More moodless liao!!! hai!!!

Dun know lah!!! den going msg ard that how ur result... yeh pass and fail... blar blar blar... den when he ask abt me... i say i dun want to see... scared to hell that didnt want to see.. to see how the reaction he will send to me!!! and in the end!!! he contiune to say nothing... and ended an unended SMS from him!! *maybe i had think too much that about him.. or maybe he is trying to save his 500 limited SMS... haha DUN KNOW lah.. den walk ard my place there cause didnt wanna to go back hm soo early sia!!! as due to moodless!!!! hai!!!

HOW about this moment?? i tell u ah.. Im Still very in the Moodless mode but don't know why... can't seem to get happy or sad maybe... im too tired to be an emotion person.. liao that i damn need a rest!! from everything!!!

meanwhile enjoy this funny MV ba, as this make me LOL a little and i really hope that I can be impolite for just 1 Single day.... too bad... i can't anymore as im not a Kidult anymore to do this~~~ T.T

沒禮貌 - 大嘴巴 =P

PS:By the way hope u guys really enjoy this day 20102010 in the happiness way.. but not like me.. but if really so so suan, don't be too worry, tomorrow will be a brand new Day!!! ( I do really HOPE_ for me~*hai~~)

^^ new gadgets ^^

2010-10-13T22:49:00.004+08:00

Hi all. here come my Update of my 121010!!!

Okay 1st... on 121010... nothing big happened at all!! just my facebook is flooded... with *wow, my eyes bling bling with tears de*.. nice wishes.. that make me the most surprised and most touched of the moment!! over 50++ wishes.. and now wanna to really say thx for all your wishes!! and i will try it hard to stay happy!! and 2nd... find my precious other half-apple.. from: after finish my study of my diploma forward till after December exam... if!! i got strength to find (as, at the moment.. i hadn't found yet) ok and go on!!

haiya!! back to my main subject~~ my new gadget of the yr *waited for 3days*!! my fav Sony-Vaio... come with free camera.. *wow* right.. some more is Branded de yoo.. But now there's a problem... with old broadband Modem and NEWest Laptop.. as they couldn't merge to give my Internet service ya... *ARH* Hai~~~ See how ba!! in order to use my Pink+lappy=pary!! and tada your new pet name is form>>

now let u see my newest pet of all: Mr Pary Wan, as y i put in Mister..

PS:so i can start training to be a nice gf to take care like my bf (完好無損) =) hehehe =P

My Mister Pary Wan

His friends

His friends and family~~~

^^ 121010 ^^

2010-10-12T00:15:00.007+08:00

YEY... this day has come le yo.. =)

Happy birthday to me (x4)
and now *making wishes*
tada!!! BLOW virtual candles or maybe 23 stick hehe...

Hope everything will become smooth and more smoother den even~~~ 順順利利_ *HUAT lah*
den the rest... keep in secret, Cause it will not come true when say it out!! haha...

and now preparing for tml special 121010... WORK; SCHOOL; RUMOR - WAR!!!

大嘴巴 " Happy Birthday 買滴兒" MV

^^ waiting ^^

2010-10-11T23:30:00.003+08:00

Waiting for another half an hour times to Say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!!

now.. just study and Watching PS Man... to let Times Pass to 12am!!! and Still wondering how to Celebrate my LONELY 23th birthday... hehehe!!!

^^ VALO X3 =P ^^

2010-10-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

Wow, soo long nv post out my story le, Do u guys miss me?? hehehe!! here is my lifestory updated =D as what i will be posting, a part will be about him!! hai!!! (see)

Actually, i really didn't know what to post on my Blog, except for my project... as everything i Posted... will be About HIM!! Yes him.. Dan lian de wo hui post de~~ Like for example~~: eating with him on 8 oct, just before my lunar birthday, after finish our Class quiz, u guys will be thinking: sweet lah, cause i shout "I Very the Hungry Sia~~" den he Say... den i go eat with u lor... in front of 2 other :1 pretty girl and 1 Kapo girl... den... u think i can reject mei~~~ Nope right!! den.. we go off.. with sha si de ren den BLING BLING de feeling... wow.. i think next time i need to prepare SUNGLASSES for them le, in cause our act will be too Bright for them... den.. all night all until 9pm plus... need to go off... cuz... 1 stupid people i had to meet to finish off my dieful debt!!! SHIT HIM.. haha.. but hor quite happy la!! as i nv had this feeling.. (as we r not BfGf r/s, just friend.)
PS: the conversation, i guess i wunt be posting out... cuase i really dun Know how to post!!! no descriptions for it!! later u all will 'wow!! very the BLING sia!!!' Summore some word... i can't take it... to weird for me or u people can say is MUSHY!! or uguys might also thinking that.. am i think way too much Haha, i guess need to STOP le... for mine MAIN SUbject.. as this is just an enteinment for you... unsinful post I hope!!!

MAIN Subject... less than 1 day, is my Birthday.. YET 12 October, as i really dun know how to celebrate... and my BIGGEST wish... of having a relationship.. have not come true, so last i did say... if this wish can't really come true, i wouldn't celebrate, as it is meaninless!! so i did posted out, this yr.. my BIRTHDAY damn suan lor.. got work den SOMEMORE still got SCHOOL!!! SIAN sia.. no really have mo0d to have any celebration!!! Emo rite.. too you, also de same de la...
den i can only console myself, (birthday ma, everyyr.. if i didn't die, i still can celebrate de, it ok that really can't celebrate.) But, today 101010 go out with my dad.. tot give me precelebration of my Birthday... thinking of finding IPhone Purple casing for my Iphone.. as a gift from him.. den passby Court.. saw NETbook... den i ask can go in See see ma... he say ok!! den go wanna to see see look look den come out.. den more deadful emotion.. but dad say... choose the Laptop that u wanna!!! HUH.. u wanna to buy me 1 mei... wow ok... good... choose... saleman recommanded me, HP and My Fav Sony VALO~~~ de mine confirm say.. Valo, if can of cause Valo lah!!! but i did Hint it to my DAD.. he compare the price 1st den decide... den compare with Microsoft Office that i really needed for my Project.. and Futher Studies (that may consider when i got good grades) too... den discuss talk talk!! den he say, this is ur Birthday present ahh.. me: valo ha? YEY... it is... den i was... " was im dreaming.. Valo leh!!! My 1st chioce leh... finally, But no Purple!!! hai... but valo... can minus off this bad point liao!! den... make Purchase... and waiting for the good to come to me~~~ Wahahahaha...
PS: this does make my feeling alot better le.. after 3 hr.. i notice it not a dream.. if REAL!! In reality!!... and it okay le... that a buchang that... i cant have a r/s this yr~~~ hehehe!!!

now two mv to descride how i felt: before my gift and after my gift!!! enjoy~~ =D

And Happy belated 101010 day to all people out there, hope good thing does happened on this day!!

祝你生日快乐溫嵐

Black Eyes Peas - I got a Feeling

2010-10-08T00:04:00.004+08:00

Hi people,

pls help me by doing this survey for my project... pls click on both of the link... to do two of the survey, thank very much... and i need it by Saturday

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/YNRKD8P for part 1 of the survey!

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/Y6L52WB for part 2 of the survey!

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/JWYM5FF for the last part of the Survey!

Please help me, by sapring some moment of yours... thx for your cooperation. =)

^^ Mrs Lee kuan Yew ^^

2010-10-07T00:40:00.004+08:00

Dear beloved Mrs Lee,

thx for your contribution to the singapore, thx for ur love to ur husband Aka our MM Mr Lee,
thx for everything that u given to us. to our young generation... and other that had gotten ur help~~~ without U, MR Lee, may not Be Mr Lee, and our country wouldn't be soo successful.. that it has been through now... Although i didnt meet you... didnt know you very well... but ur expose on Tv, let us get to know you.. we r thankful for everything... and now Rest in Peace... ur children and other... will contiune to put the country in the upright direction.. and you will be always our beloved Singaporean Idol! =)

here a picture of her and Mr Lee, and a short story from Yahoo..

http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/10/06/the-long-road-to-goodbye-for-mrs-lee-kuan-yew/

阿桑一直很安靜: and now a song dedicate to you... PS: as im a chinese song lover... so posting this song...

From:
Tian Tian

^^ 如果一個男人真的愛妳 ^^

2010-10-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他冷落妳不會超過三天，因為想念妳的日子很難度過 ........
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會給妳一個甜蜜的稱呼，只屬於他一個人喊的稱呼⋯⋯ ......
如果一個男人真的愛妳，會令你溶入他的生活，決不會相愛多年後，還讓妳妾身未明 ......
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會把妳當孩子般寵愛，但是自己又說不出寵妳的原因…
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會讓妳開心快樂，捨不得讓妳流淚 ..
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他的手機會24小時為妳開機，隨時隨地讓妳能夠找到他 .....
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會覺得妳是最好的，不會將妳和其他女人做比較，即便妳並不優秀 ......
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會抽出時間來陪妳，即使自己真的很忙，因為他看不見妳會很想妳.....
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他不會要求妳減肥，因為他把妳的身體健康看作第一位 .........
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會很想和妳生活在一起，會把妳看成是生命中最重要的 .....
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會經常緊緊地抱著妳，讓妳感受他的心跳 .......
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會在妳睡著的時候輕輕吻妳，因為妳是他的天使 .......
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會讓妳買妳喜歡的東西，並且很高興陪妳逛街 ........
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會對妳的家人、朋友都很好，喜歡融入到他們當中 .......
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會默默地為妳付出一切，但很少讓妳知道他所做的犧牲 .......
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會看妳吃飯的時候傻笑，然後把好吃都留給妳吃…
如果一個男人愛妳，他會不厭其煩提醒妳吃飯，穿衣服，聽妳說「煩了」，他還是要提醒妳，因為妳是他的一切
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會記住妳說的每句話，哪怕是一句小玩笑，他也會放心裏。然後努力改變自己的生活習慣。
如果一個男人真的愛妳，在妳過馬路的時候會拉著妳的手，怕妳橫衝直撞出什麼事，所以不要甩開他的手。
如果一個男人真的愛妳，他的手機裏都是關於妳的東西，想妳的時候會對著手機傻笑，
妳是他最美好的幸福 ...

^^ 可不可以郑可为 ^^

2010-09-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

Sorry people out there, im handling my quiz + still sick in process so didn't update my blog recently, hope u will forgive me~~~ , but will update this weekend!! with new inform~~ cause idea cant really produce out when im sick!!

meanwhile let listen and enjoy this MV ba~~ ;P while im still 養病中~~ (as this song contain one of my thought in it!! )

^^ 谈一场永不分手的恋爱 ^^

2010-09-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
就算吵架
就算生气
就算分开
也会再在一起

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
就算我们很忙
就算我们很累
只要见到彼此就会温馨一笑

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
就算我们结婚
就算我们有孩子
就算我们在一起很久了
我也会想让我在睡觉前抱你一会儿

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
在那场恋爱里
只有彼此
没有背叛
没有分离
没有心痛

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
那场恋爱
我们都会长大
都会懂事
都会成熟
但也会在只有彼此的时候幼稚一下下

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
那场恋爱里
我们懂得彼此
熟悉彼此
习惯彼此
依赖彼此

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
我们的恋爱中
有一个自己的家
有一个我们的宝宝
孩子叫我爸爸、叫你妈妈

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
我们会一直牵着彼此的手
陪着对方渡过每一天
快乐、忧伤
首先会想到对方
彼此的感情不会随着时间的逝世而随波逐流

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
我会称呼你为猪八戒他爹
你会丢我一个白眼和作势打我却停在半空的手
像孩子一样照顾你、抱着你、陪着你
尽管有时我自己也会有点孩子气

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
我们会一直走下去。
蹒跚漫步
夕阳西下
白头到老
相濡以沫
然后轻抚着你的脸庞、轻声说句
“对你的感觉一直都在”♥

Now MV _S.H.E - 愛上你

只有我了解

这幸福感觉

美得值得去

付出一切

能够遇见你认识喜欢你爱上你

感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵

好得值得你为我改变

请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

found out this song is qutie suitable for this story i post.. out~~ listen and enjoy.. =)

Ps: Sorry people, need to start preparing for my Quiz le, so will not post out my blog as frequently as possible but do stay tune yoo.. =) once i found out interesting story i will try to make an effort to post de ;)

^^ Home ^^

2010-09-11T23:58:00.013+08:00

Why Are Home IMPORTANT to People?

It is because inside this place, that we called home,

is where we eat, we sleep ad we have kid, and family to be with us.

we raise the children, we are cared by our parent, and (they /we) are (our / their) dream,

therefore, Art of home is that dream

Conclusion:

HOME is a small worlds of it's own where we can dream! =)

Nonsense MV (Personal Taste Theme Song)

PS: this sentence from the story(drama) is Quite Meaning to me, hope it is too you also. Although there always some argument between the family members, but it still your family, where u can dream and relay on them.

Attn: Lily Thai, thx.. for your comment, what your's blog URL, so i can visit you too, =D

Attn: GoodGirl :) hi, it nice to know you too, sure, you can make friend with me, on Facebook?, just click on my Facebook profile badge (Tianification Tan 恬) from my Blog link can liao, hope to see your friend request soon. =D

^^ hello~~ ^^

2010-09-05T01:05:00.003+08:00

hihi to blog reader *just saw your comments on my chatterbox, =)

quite surprise and happy i got people reading my blog sia!! hehe =)

u guys made my feeling:from low to high!! wohoo( cheers for you guys).. wow it do made me felt like im on the roller coaster (from low spirit to high)

Attn: Sarasexy: thx for your console... and yup i will keep my spirit alive and success in my exam hehe...

and try my best to keep the blog alive.. with more happier spirit blogging~~~ =)

Attn: miki, thx for your comment, and i will try to be 'informative' as possible..

PS: anything feedback you can also tell me too, i will improve myself to it~~~ =)

盧廣仲-OH YEAH MV

let oh yeah~~~ haha =D

^^ AWAKEN ^^

2010-09-05T00:28:00.004+08:00

Finally someone has ‘罵醒我’

Finally i had seen otherss the trueself

Finally i had to wake up from this unaware dream,

it time to break it off!! really sick of BMWss including me myself and other..

will need to start to let myself to be lesser noisy as possible

please if you guys DO NOT know anything that what ACTUALLY HAS happened to me.. please don't jump in conclusion for me AND I REALLY SICK OF EXPLANATION

please i really dun like people working as lifeguard for ocean!! u have taking charge too much on your area!!!

PS: about working... nope C4 didn't hired me at ALL *hmm a feeling like it is cheated by them sia** so back to free days on weekends... (so no extra allowance T.T)

but it okay i can study my un-understandable statistics term... just in case i will absent myself for the coming up session of universal studio day, i still can prepare myself!!! Wahahaha ;)

^^ ENOUGH ^^

2010-09-02T23:12:00.005+08:00

Haiya... I REALLY NEED A BREAK FROM THIS LE!!!

y now even the show i watched today @ channel U 9pm wanna to make me think this way???

is really L.O.V.E SO0 important to a libra like me!!! i can even get easily touched/cry after knowing the cutie girl situation, she is actually so kawaii what!! and she is so cheerful and she just want to f.i.l like me~~~ but why we ( our kind) have any luck on this?? unless with any makeover on us 24/7

Last time i do belief it... but now, i don't think soo... as 童話故事 is only for children to enjoy... !!!

(the happy ever after) pls pple stop this for me... mine mind is needed for STUDY... NOT LOVING!!! @ THE MOMENT THX... =D as i don't think i will be having the chances anymore!!! unless i really WORK HARD right??... can anybody 罵醒我??!!!

PS: ohh shit, this will make me EMO for the whole night ba!!! but not to worry.. i will stop this uncontrollability emotion when i wake up tomorrow!!!!

now i hope i really can 可以不愛了

^^ F. I . L ^^

2010-09-02T23:12:00.004+08:00

II just wanna to ask:

Are u there to help??!! or

Are u too busy until u are not able to notice me??!!! or

(directly) When is my turn to get fall in love??!!!!

Did i miss my queue, if do. can i re-queue???!!!!! please_*begging*

^^ 抓住我 ^^

2010-09-01T22:39:00.002+08:00

dun know why that Now i really to post this on Facebook!!!

(If someday i Fall for You, will you be able to catch me on Time???)

huh... why don't you just post?? cause.. im afraid wuhui!!! but y i think of this sentence because of this song!!! opps this make me wanna F.I.L~~~

and C4~~ i think im ready to welcome you but this time will be at SC~~ with mine "Ex-lover" around hehe.. but i think he has forgotten haha!!! but this news has not been confirm!!! u can wait for me to appear then started to ask me... R u really back?? haha, i wonder: when im back.. how the cashiersss will see in me... surprise.. but i make a promise, wouldn't make soo much noise as possible!!! ;) Just a Normal simple working Part Timer Cashier... with no extra trouble cause by me!!! and of cause SHOWS exclusive form C4 SC~~~=)

周湯豪 - 罵醒我_yup idea of the sentence is from this song!!!

Babe 能不能抓住我

當我的心被搞亂了

當我又笨得要逃走 Oh

Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的衝動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我yeah
不要放棄我yeah

JJ Lin 林俊傑、張靚穎《我飛故我在》完整版MV

2010-08-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

林俊傑、張靚穎《我飛故我在》

2010-08-30T21:18:00.005+08:00

林俊傑、張靚穎《我飛故我在》

希望我終有一天會明白

每個人都有原因而存在

因爲有一种期待叫未來

^^ ??? ^^

2010-08-29T00:20:00.004+08:00

actually the ??? is not unreadable, is only my mind is!!!

as i think for the whole night ytd thinking of what to type on the title of my post...

den in the~~~ NONE haix, so in the end instead of using unknown, i using this??? wahahaha

although i did have some sad and emo stays and remind some part of me, bt i did do have many FUN at the YOG, i really made some new friend and other too handsome Belgium Hunklets to take photo with haha!!! goood sia... n everyone seem like jealous or envious of it!!!! wahahahaha

hmm... school coming and don't really know can handle it... i should/must belief that... please let me belief myself for once can~~~~ thx... i really need it to go on ya~~~ or else: blar blar blar that i did mention on my blog haha... wow nothing to say le... now waiting for 17 sep at universal studio!!! wow back with the YOG SKS ppl again n more and last photo taking session, sorry: school i need to abandon you for it!!! paiseh... please forgive me... i will sure work hard finding ppl to copy the note for me... any volunteer to do this once( just once, I hope, hehehe) for me... *anyone?? haha =)

okay last from me... everyone in R/S please treasure one another okay... as it really hard for me to get it i guess, so treasure and take the shares from me ba~~~ (NAN) PS*hey ppl this is very impt for me... so if u do take it from me... do pls so treasure and PLS do not abuse it... thank for your help... as i will felt a little happiness from it!! creepy ha... but i still feel okay for me!!! so now MV from me to enjoy when u receive this treasures from me~~~ ;)

嚴爵Yen-j [ 愛就是咖哩 ] MV

sweet and funny

^^ 拼命些什麽；累死我了 ^^

2010-08-19T02:34:00.005+08:00

我真的不知道該怎麽辦；怎麽做；怎麽讓我的腦袋；心情來停止影響我？？

我唯一能想到的方法是：忙忙忙！！！

有本身的工還不夠：還去YOG：更不夠：還想賺些外快！！！

搞得我：精疲力盡，頭腦爆炸！！

最後得出這結論：我在拼命些什麽；累死我了！

PS:

其實我超級想要F。I。L。可是，我可能還真沒有那種影人矚目的（異性緣）

各個都開始自己新的篇章。我呢：還在原地踏步的烏木的走。

難道真的沒人是喜歡这樣的一個我：還是得拿出不是我的我：才能得到我想要的嗎

不(想)知道；不(想)搞清楚；不(想)明白。那本身的我的存在有任何的意義嗎？竟然得用我不是我來代替本身的我

張芸京《相反的我》

我想要一个忘了数字的时钟

我想做一个完全相反的我

我在这个世界拼命些什么

累死我

我有双不听任何命令的耳朵

却享受快乐加上自由的我

我要变成一颗透明的石头

我不会动也不会痛

^^ Im finished ^^

2010-08-16T22:11:00.027+08:00

Ohh well, finish my exam, as usual, but this time i got a really bad feeling to it, i think i will fail this HRM!! which didn't manage me at all...

how ah??? i really don't want to retake, like other, don't want spend extra $$ on this, n extra module to take during December, as the next module, the 1 of it, i not really like it, MATH with ALPHABET.. AND lesser time to us to revise, in between the BBS and IOB,

Solution 1: wait for the result to release be in October, if i pass got a B onward, i stay on to my job, as data entry,

if not. i voluntary quit or company give me 1 month UNP. i really cant afford to have muit-task job, and study on the go, if u wanna to say i cant take up the challenge, i disappointed u guys.. suit urself, i cant afford to do this, while i already made the Study priory at 1st!!! work second!!

AND YOU ALL CAN SAY I VERY STUPID NOTHING CAN MAKE YOU PEOPLE HAPPIER (Sorry im not an clown to do that, as i already resign this post long time ago at least after secondary life) OR NOT SMARTER THAN YOU GUYS TO HAVE AN MULTI-TASK JOB I WILL NOT CARE... MY BUSINESS I HANDLE IT MYSELF... AND I WILL SURE FIGHT FOR MY RIGHT!!! N NEXT TIME MYOB!! thx!!! for your co-operation =)

Other issue: like him... suit himself, i really dun want to make the 1st move... as im tired of it!! if u want to have me... please take the 1st move... and i promise to accept... and i already announce to it... or the hided 1st move through my blog!! thank as i really can't think too much as i really have an big n more bigger headaches going on... YOG!!! and CHALET, and finishing unfinish document to be handle at work!!! goodbye... =) and pls do enjoy this MV.. as the question is there for you Mr Vic'tori'a Dead friend!!! haha

韦礼安有没有

你有没有爱过我

有没有想过我

有没有有没有

也会有一点心动的时候

但是说不出口

有没有后悔还是只有我

^^ 七夕情人節快樂 ^^

2010-08-16T11:49:00.004+08:00

祝大家情人節快樂喲!!

雖然照常的我又得過一個孤單又寂寞的情人節。。但我也習慣了哈哈

我就不相信一個人的情人節。。也可以快樂的過完它！！等著瞧吧，我不會然你打敗我的

*WATER~~~*

好了，發完牢騷。得去一個很特別的考試。因爲它發生在今天：我將叫他“氣死人的情人節之考試節” 祝我好運吧! ;)

張芸京《壞了》MV 完整版

2010-08-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

^^ market Process and then HRM ^^

2010-08-03T19:06:00.002+08:00

Yup, currently im now having exam in less than 24 hrs times... heeeeee n now blogging sia!!

but need to relax ma!! haha will sure GAMBATEH with all wishes that u all had given to me, cuz i really need to pass it!!! as usual.
no gaming, no outing cuz i did cancelled a date Tonight. n yup my Thai gone~~~

after that!!! Worse only allowing me to hv 1 off day to let my mind calm n continue with HRM!!! remember point again.. AHH why no diagram ha!!!??? i wonder~~~ n finish le more jialat!!! YOG!!! yup service line PPL let OHH YEAH!!! ba!!! pict will be upload soon once it is offically allowing so pls wait, and also currently im not very free to post hehe!! paiseh...

And i do like this knock knock term!!! enjoy n sorry this time no MV to enjoy cuz need to think!!!

Exam: Knock Knock
Me: who there
Exam: it Me Exam again
Me: oh ok got anything ma?
Exam: yup, Im here to inform you that it time to pull ur sock n prepare to wear ur shoe n get ready to run, as i coming to hunt you down~~~!!!!

^^ Long time no Hear_Bell ^^

2010-08-01T17:44:00.004+08:00

It has been a long time that i heard the bell Sounded on the Hougang atmosphere on blury Singapore sky 1st in every mth... it does really make mine mind feel relax n calm, but a problem occur, does the bell on today itself stop halfway, or i forgotten the Sound sounded ended?? haha... at it do make mine mind smacked empty euff for my marketing term~~~ *cleared* wahahahahahahaa!!! tada, as exam coming in about 3 days time!!! good luck to me and everyone =)

^^everything went so wrong ^^

2010-07-26T23:40:00.004+08:00

1st: mind is think way wrong out of my proper thinking set!!!
2nd: shouldn't be think of this~~~AGAIN while preparing for exam!!!
3rd: shouldn't be doing this~~~ AGAIN while going out!!! as i really not close to it yet!!!
4th: shouldn't be the 1st SMS immeiately after seeing the SMS~~~ AGAIN!!!
5th: shouldn't be blogging this nonsense post~~~ AGAIN!!!

and this all happening as the same period during my EXAMATION!!! SHIT lah!!!

solution to 1st: mind need to be clear le~~~ no USING MSN so often to prevent myself from getting SICK!!!
solution to 2nd: i really know i can make it or not!!! Pay FOR MY OWN STUFF as it not really worth to let other~~~ keep on Paying, PLS lo i will get gulity de leh!!!
solution to 3rd: OUT for STUDY only nothing else!!! exam more impt NOT DATING as i can't focus on my topic sia!!!
solution to 4th: STAY away from my hp, or put in silent mode~~~
solution to 5th: stop blogging le lah!!! pls STUDY!!! u dun really noe what is shun qi zi ran ya!!!
it :nature does it process!!!!

as u had promised urself not to go for R/S, only concentrate on WORK plus STUDY n NOTHING ELSE!!! CAN STOP UR FIRTLYNESS FROM RUNNING WILD!!! IT WILL REALLY RUIN YOU SOMEDAY... TO U LOVE IT NOT SUITABLE FOR YOU!!! U JUZ WANT TO GET NOTICE OF SOMEONE CARING FOR YOU... I DO REALLY KNOW YOU AS U R NOT PREPARE FOR IT!!! or u sure giving out or r u so easily HOOK ON!!! if someone does nice thing to you... pls lah!! dun think like a kid lah!!! pls lah grow up ba!!! no one will really like you!!! DUN U HAD LEARNT YOUR DEADLY LESSON FROM THOSE FRUITYs MEH!!!

PUNISHMENT NO xiao gui CONCERT TO GO!!! AS U MISUSED YOUR BRAIN FOR THIS BLOGGING!!!

why - secondhand serenade

if really do give me second changes i promise: with everything i wunt broke any promises le!!!

if everyone think that i do deserve a second changes for it ba!!!

^^ Time IS $$ ^^

2010-07-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

HAIYA!!!

now time is very important to me le~~

last time_*ya again last time.. it seem like l really miss my old part timer life... off as u wish!!!

not like now!! FULL TIMER ah... keying mistakable job!! that will surely happen.i.n.g to me for sure de, no matter how i going to be careful about it!!!

now really wish i can hv some time off like last time.. hving 3days off per week to have my really study moment!!! but now, didnt know will i be able to cope to it with this over 6pm stil cant be going off timing ... if this contiune i sure will start disliking my OL job!!! facing PC job!! KEYing numbereours JOB!!! *help ya!!! with ppl jealous.i.n.g i going off on the DOT!!!

想和你喜欢的人永远在一起吗？

2010-07-23T00:56:00.001+08:00

1.当你收到“你干嘛呢？” 实际上是想说“我想你了”
2.当你收到“呵呵”，多是没笑或者傻笑
3.但如果是“哈哈” “嘿嘿”或者“嘎嘎”，这时你打过去一定是在笑
4.说你“傻瓜” “笨蛋” 其实是关心你，担心你，希望你照顾好自己
5.如果是问句结束，其实是希望能和你多聊一会儿
6.“哦”多半是在敷衍
7.但如果是“知道啦” “收到” “遵命”之类的则表示比较在意
8.有时劝你忙自己的，其实他口是心非
9.把他的傻事丢脸的或是失落的事告诉你，是希望你安慰他，开导他，甚至骂骂他
10.主动发给你，说明你在他心目中有一定的分量，一般人不喜欢和不在意的人罗嗦
11.如果给你起外号，是希望你可以记住他多一点
12.“我刚到” “我已经到家咯”说明进屋第一个想到的是你
13.“你到家了就告诉我一声啊” “你到家了没啊？”意思是我要你一定平安，我不许你有事
14.有时不会那么巧就错发给你，可能是他想发给你又实在没东西发，虽然这样很蠢
15.收到“转发2人会幸福哦”，是他觉得这条短信很有意思，但是又不忍心让你转发给10个人，就偷偷的把10改成了2
16.凡是那种“不转发就会不幸”诅咒性质的，他不是没有收到过，但是绝不会转发给你
17.有一阵你没有收到过ta的短信，但并不代表ta草稿箱里没有
18.如果可能，他晚上不关机就是因为你

女孩子20岁左右是她最美丽的年华。这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。男孩子20左右的时候是他最暗淡的日子，这时什么都没有，不能独立又不想依赖，挣扎着彷徨着，寻找着自己的位置，所以如果一个男孩子在他20岁左右的时候遇见了与他年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因为这个女孩子是用用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！女孩只有陪他走过，女孩将永远幸福下去。

石康鈞「不完美的完美」MV

虽然我不完美，But I will Be SOMEBODY SOMEDAY!!!

^^ Illusion ^^

2010-07-22T14:15:00.002+08:00

YA... i did say in my personnal messenge: Illusion: we behave like we r the one couple, but the FACT: is we are not at all.. .juz to explain!!!

bt y did somebody can spot on what i actually want ah!!
actually that i wish to put!!: Illusion: we behave like we r one; the HOPE: we r the one!!! hehehe!!!

but cant lah... not free to have more interest for it le!! need to work, school, YOG n other more coming out, where got free time to go tan lian ai ya!!! forget it lah.. nothing will come true de!!! *hai~~

^^ Maybe ^^

2010-07-17T14:32:00.002+08:00

maybe my heart didnt really skip a beat,
and maybe the twinkle in your eye was just the sun reflecting weird,
and maye the feeling in my stomach was just not having enough for breakfast,
and maybe i just thought it was love...
hahas ♥...

BY2「愛上你」

^^ 羡慕 ^^

2010-07-09T00:57:00.002+08:00

hai~~~everybody is putting their relationship status from Single to in a relationship ya!!! in 1 week got 3 or 4 popping out in facebook news feed!!

when is my turn ahh!!! to a proper r/s not juz frz??

^^ lucky ^^

2010-07-08T21:42:00.001+08:00

^^ good, a nice WORKING beginning for me ^^

hmm... how to say leh:
1. worked hard for 3 to 4 mth finally got 加薪 le~!! *chichin*~~ so need to really start saving up le!! not spending!!!
2. school is going to b over~~~ in abt 1 week times for HRM, so ppl out dere i prepare for *dating* including guy plus gal, so book me ba!!! haha *wink*
NOTED: weekdays, after 7.30pm test!! the timing already, can the earliest i can make it is ya 7.30pm, weekend after 3pm.. =) good ba!!! dun say i nv inform ya!!!
3.malaysia, welcome me ba!!! cuming soon in 3days?? yup *check.. 3 more days... 11/07/2010!!!
fruit palace wait for me~~~
4.nothing else to say le!!! as i only can only think of this 3 =) thing to be mention!! other i also DK dun ask me pls, thx!!! hehehe...

NOW!!!I M TOO ADDICATED TO RESTAURANT CITY LE!!!
I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM MY RC/HC/SC GAMES~~~ SHIT LA!!!

PROMISED NEED TO BE OFFER WHEN I COME FROM MY HOLIDAY TO STUDY LAH!!
ANYBODY WANNA TO HELP ME??? HAI~~~

MV anyone??? *thinking*~~~

S.H.E 愛就對了

^^ She is so Crazy~~~ ^^

2010-07-05T09:33:00.002+08:00

SHIT lah, the crazy person beside me, is beginning to get crazy le!!! * u will be wondering is she forgotten to eat her ??? again haha!!! normally pple ogt monday blues, i think she got MONDAY MADNESS ba!!!

HELP!!! today i dun wish to be like her!!! including my PC, dun crazy again n send to hospital!!!

*PLEASE_PRAYING*

^^HiHi^^ aka changing layout

2010-07-04T14:07:00.005+08:00

HiHi everyone aka reader!!!

longtime no see again, surprise abt ytd silent blogging!!! actually is i 心血來潮 putting the blog as (main) i finally can see my EDward hehe!!! (sub) juz a stupid tot of my silly mind..that i mention earlier in the blog!!!! silly blog done by silly mind... confirm pple will say de!!! hope u didnt tot it is from IMH pple who wrote ba!!! hehe, as this might be my Very freedom of choices of upload everything i wanna to, as FB ganna watch by "C"razy ppl whu wanna to kapo abt the news n abt my thing!!! my msn!!! think is destory, as tot i put bz, no use de lah!!! once u r in msn, u r available de!!! to sum 'C'RAZY *hate it, damn it!@#%$^&* haha!!!

as what is happen to me... yuppy going on hoilday bt to JOHRU only , as i missed my durian~~~as FOOD only.. i wanna to eat u... almost 1 yr i nv touch (do u miss me~~~) hehehehehehe, i wana eat u until i cant tok to stupid Kapo in !@#@$%% haha, other dun need to tok de lah, dun think that Mr _____ ___ got sumting in me, as we r frz~~~ hai, dun wish to think le, as everyting is Zero ba!!! （現在有興趣也沒用了，再也不想主動了）bt i cant stop my mind from thinking sia!! shit lah!!! *mayb testing you leh, like whaT MR fruity do that the last time* see my mind is interuting with this again~~~i hate also!!! nothing bt still hoping...

Now exam break~~~ so free to study bt think wunt ba, is free~~ to PLAY!!! den near to exam date, will start to panic lor!!! den die like hell lor, everything will repeat it process itself, use to it le!!! hehehe, extra work, think will get it ASAP ba, as i really need $$$ Co. wunt give my 加薪!! wait for october to opt for my gift wrapper job, hope i can cope ba!!! study, work n $$$ work Double instead of 義工 in YOG *oh yeah oh yeah hey* hehehe mind going on with this song once mention YOG!!!

okay ha0 le, 發完牢騷 enjoy MV ba!!! oh yeah everyone... =)

JJ 林俊杰 - Cheer Singapore

GOGOGO SINGAPORE， YOU R THE ONE!!! HEHEHE

_______________________________________________________
YOG "Everyone"

OR THIS MIGHT BE BETTER!!! MOTIVITION

Twilight saga Ecplise - Edward Cullen

2010-07-03T11:17:00.004+08:00

Waiting to see Mr Edward Cullen In abt 7++ hour time!!!
Finally can watch Twilight saga Ecplise le!!! =) =) =)

meanwhile let watch this Tralier ba!!! hope i dun shout/ or scream too much hehehe, later scare other!!! hehe, 胆小的我还敢看这样的戏!!!

B.A.B.Y

2010-07-03T11:03:00.002+08:00

Will I/ Can I/ May I/ be your Baby!!!

Hmm juz a silly tot of my silly mind.. thinking while i shouldnt be NOW!!!

dun know what will/wanna i do??? mind is actually hoping full of Blar blar blar wonderful thing to happen!!!

*hoping plus praying while this - more than 50% wunt be happenI.N.G TO me de!!* HAHAHA~~ HEHEHE - -

大嘴巴万凸3 " 愛不愛我"

对我说爱不爱我需要你再说爱我要不就换我来说 i love you 还是还是还是我对你说不管谆谆耳边甚至杞人忧天勇气能无边界只要见你笑脸不管远在天边甚至常常失联决心能无底限心有你助拳黑多白白多黑我不会退却累多苦苦多累无所谓非多是是多非我不会心灰只要你的肯定对我说爱不爱我需要你再说爱我要不就换我来说 i love you 还是还是还是我对你说我对你说

^^ 持久不變的愛 ^^

2010-04-25T10:07:00.003+08:00

男孩在六岁那年被一位十几岁的女孩骗上床…；父母发现后打了男孩，男孩害怕的光着身子跑到了隔壁的伯父家；可伯父知道事情后也不停的指责男孩；…就这样男孩在六岁那年在那颗幼小的心灵上留下了痛苦的阴影！从那以后男孩开始变的自俾；忧郁；最后还得了自闭症。。。。
男孩在初中时喜欢上了一位女孩；对男孩来说女孩是那么的优秀；那么的完美！但男孩没有亲口对女孩表白，而是告诉了自己的好友；因为男孩一直都无法忘记小时候所发生的事！一直无法正面的去面对女孩！
可好友告诉了所有人！就这样大家都知道了男孩喜欢女孩，当然女孩也知道了…可女孩一直没接受男孩；男孩也一直没有主动和女孩聊过天；但男孩对女孩的心一直都没有变过！
就在一天放学后；男孩就走在女孩的身后，突然间，女孩被学校的‘校霸’拉走，男孩感觉不对便跟了上去； “我喜欢你，跟我交往”校霸拉着女孩的手说到；女孩挣扎着说到：“我不喜欢你，快放开我”可校霸并没有放开女孩而想亲吻女孩！就在这时；男孩冲了上去拉开了女孩；结果校霸狠狠的扁了顿男孩后气呼呼的离开了…
“你为什么这么傻！我不值得你这样对我。”女孩留着泪对男孩说到； “傻瓜！因为我喜欢你；所以不想让你受到任何伤害！”男孩深情的对女孩说到： “是真的吗？”女孩问到；
“蒽！”男孩点头；
“可我们现在都还小，呀！如果你在十年后还依然喜欢我的话；那我就和你在一起！”女孩对男孩说到：
男孩开心的点着头；
“那我们先在先做朋友吧！”说完女孩抚起男孩！
…………
就这样男孩和女孩成了好朋友。
随着时间的流逝，转眼间两年过去了；这时的女孩比以前更漂亮了；追她的人也更多了；而男孩心里也起了变化，变的更自卑了，更忧郁了，…渐渐的男孩开始躲避女孩；因为男孩觉得自己配不上女孩了；女孩问男孩为什么不理她了；可男孩确骂了女孩；就这样男孩不在接送女孩回家，也不在一天到晚围绕在女孩身边；也不在…
初中毕业后；女孩去了别的城市；在走的那天女孩拨通了男孩家的电话；想对男孩说：…
可男孩一看到是女孩打来的电话；男孩没有接，因为男孩不知道说些什么；但男孩知道自己是喜欢女孩的；可因为自卑男孩无法面对女孩；
在整个假期中男孩没有笑过，没有睡过一次好觉，也没有和别人聊过天；一天到晚只在家中看电视。。。假期过后男孩也去了外地读书；
在男孩20岁那年，由于过度疲劳而患了精神分裂症；在生病时男孩不停的想着女孩；男孩在家人不注意的时候偷偷地跑出了医院，来到了他与女孩的初中；男孩看着自己与女孩一起玩耍过的地方，一起上过课的教室，一起…泪水开始不停的滴落！最终由于过度伤心男孩晕倒在校门口…后来老师发现后联系上了男孩的父母将男孩送进了医院；…
在亲朋好友的开导与医生的治疗下；男孩渐渐的康复了；
康复后男孩开始巡找女孩；后来，在一位初中同学的口中得知女孩在J市的一家医院上班；
男孩开心的来到了J市找到了女孩；但男孩没有与女孩相认；而是在医院的不远处找到了份工作，男孩每天都会偷偷地培着女孩上下班；守护着女孩；就这样男孩每天幸福的过着；
可就算只有这样的幸福老天也不愿给男孩…
在一天早上；男孩依旧跟在女孩的身后守护着女孩；就在女孩过马路的时候，一辆大卡车因司机疲劳驾驶而向女孩疯狂的驶去；可女孩并没有发现，男孩一边喊着女孩快跑一边飞奔向女孩；男孩跑到女孩身边时大卡车就要撞上女孩，在这千均一发的时候男孩推开了女孩，而自己确被大卡车无情的撞飞了出去；
女孩痛哭着对男孩说到：“为什么，为什么要救我？”
“傻瓜！因为我喜欢你呀！所以不想让你受到任何伤害”说完男孩永远的闭上了眼睛；
“你才是个大傻瓜，知道吗，我也喜欢你！自从初中那天你救我后我就喜欢上了你；毕业后我打电话想告诉你我喜欢你可你没接电话；知道我为什么学医吗！我知道你从小就多病，所以我学好后就可以好好的照顾你；……”女孩一直哭着着说着这几年她一直没机会对男孩说的话…
可这一切都以太晚了…

爱一个人不需要太多的花言巧语，只需要有一课倾听对方的心！
爱一个人不需要天长地久；只需要此时此刻相依相爱！

方大同-Nothing's gonna change my love for you

^^ 壞人 ^^

2010-04-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

HMM.. juz wanna to say i really did someting that is very wrong...!!!

juz dont wanna to explain anyting.. if u know who i am refering to!! GOOD!!!

sorry n hope u did learnt a great lesson from me!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!!

so next time PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU ACT... not every1 is as good AKA nice as u think!!! their is a dark side in every1 back... it is only that whether u can see!!! TATA GOODBYE MY GALFRIEND TOO!!!

BUT please stop it

I REALLY REALLY REALLY TIRED OF THIS!!!

(早知如此，何必當初）我也知道這是遲早的事了只想讓人看清真面目。如果你了解我的話。。你就知道我爲何這麽做！！！如果不懂，那就算了我也不想多做無謂的解釋!!!

而且我不會去求取任何原諒！！！

方炯鑌(阿鑌) 壞人MV

PS：this song i not related to what i had written here... only the title of the song... but the song quite nice... enjoy!!! =)

^^ FINISHED ^^

2010-04-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

WOW I AM FINISHED!!!

I-YA~~ is exam finish la... DONT TINK TOO MUCH OKAY
now leh... relax plus motivtion mode for my new job!!! will update with my lifestory n wonderful story for u guys n gals sooner or later to read erm... In the mean time: enjoy this song 無法克制 BY 丁丁！！！this is at his JJ party4 encore song... can only say *讚呀* HAHA!!! lot of high pitch he did went up... n touching moment!!! to cry~~~~

(live) 無法克制-JJ 林俊傑

^^ A.C.COUNT ^^

2010-04-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

AM i too weak for this ACCOUNT TERM... why i cant seem to be digesting all this CREDIT, DEBIT N BLAR BALR BLAR IN MY BRAIN MEMORY SLOT JUZ LIKE ECONOMIC... *arch* MY BRAIN IS SOO RETARTED TO GET IT THRU!!! REALLY HATE IT... WHEN MY BRAIN DOES THIS TO ME!!!!

CAN I GIVE UP.. REALLY DONT KNOW CAN EVEN GET THE LOWEST PASSING MARK OR NOT... 35M... WHY EVERYBODY THINK IT SOO EASILY, WHILE I DOESNT THINK SOO... CAN ANYBODY JUZ TEACH MIIE!!! BEGINNING FROM ZERO!!!

^^ help!!! ^^

2010-03-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

HELP... i really i dont know i can tahan how much longer... to my brain cell to be survive...
TILL 15 APRIL!!! TILL MY EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!!!
everyday got no strength to continue to study!!!
really juz wanna to give up le!!! siao liao lah wo!!!

sumone pls help miie can... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, i really do need extra energy from... XXX but too bad!!! i dun think so i can le... hai dun tok liao lah... juz go on for another 20days... n u r done with the two simplest module lah!!! okay!!!

陳小春 - 神啊救救我

^^ Assumption ^^

2010-03-16T22:30:00.008+08:00

PLS: IF YOU DUN KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME; WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.

PLS; DO NOT ASSUME EVERYTHING FOR ME; AND ABOUT ME!!!

YOU WILL ONLY MAKE THING WORSE OUT OF IT. THANK FOR YOUR KIND COOPERATION!!!

WARNING:AND IM REALLY GETTING SICK OF THIS, STOP IT!!! OR ELSE DONT BLAME ME FOR DOING ACTION ON IT!!!

^^ Farewell ^^

2010-03-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

Thank for everything...
u had groomed miie
u had teach miie before
u had make miie to be open-minded as to see how the real world outside is
u given miie soo many friends n other too
u make miie a better brain in solving suitation
u had given miie a wonderful time... that work can be fun too!!!
u given miie lot of thing that i cant think of at the moment

but now i need to have step a higher way up to truly improve myself... in making a more better person to survive in this cruel world....

PS: to all i worked with you all : Carrefourian... i cant be u anymore... thank for making a fun job that i had joined... i did enjoyed working with you all....n had a wonderful memoeries but happy moment will end fast!!! it time to stop by n take a look le.... n proceed to a higher level in my life!!! n here by im really gladful that... i had joined this Company!!!

^^ 失戀 ^^

2010-03-03T03:47:00.003+08:00

失戀就失戀

沒什麽大不了的

大不了也就是这世上

愛你在乎你關心你的人

會少了一個!!!

多了一個不懂珍惜你的人活在這世上!!!

縂有一天他/她會後悔做出这選擇!!!

失恋歌迷党王心凌

你想庆祝你重回了自由
所以呼朋引伴要玩个够
为我们公休好久的友情加油
他说想移民最远的星球
没有爱情也能渡假享受
吃大餐不必在乎为谁瘦
现在就走让我们忠于自己的感受
能不能有泪就流有歌就吼
填满心底心底的缺口
拿起麦克风加入失恋歌迷党
今夜不清场
你和我变身天后天王
插拨那首歌谁先唱
喝掉胖大海加入失恋歌迷党
用快乐开嗓
歌声把伤心通通死当
快歌慢歌你最棒为你鼓鼓掌
1234举左手今晚要唱的够
谁要先走是小狗嘿
该他了Let's GO
2234换个姿势招牌歌再来一首
我们伴舞伴奏你的歌来啰

^^ Challenge ^^

2010-03-03T03:36:00.003+08:00

2 challenge coming in about less than a week time!!!

wow!!! somemore will demand myself to cope it within 1 week time!!! or else wunt have extra time to revising, as economics need lot of memory space to handle it!! woo~~~

jiayou=)!!!

^^ 喜怒哀樂 ^^

2010-02-26T15:39:00.004+08:00

Define on 25/feb/2010:
喜 is that im going to bcum.... SHH!!!! dun worry lah... the answer will reveal Soon!!
怒 is that i did quarrel will HIM about a very big issue that will cost miie a big differect in the future... but too bad i didnt approve so... go to Sad n will explain futher!!!
哀 n he did say, if u dun do soo... everything will be zero!!! is either YES; n u r mine or NO; everything will be a gonecase!!! so too bad i dun like to force n dun wanna to settle so early as i got lot of unfinish business so i NOW self Declare that i will SURE SWEAR i will Silent/ Break off ba!!
樂 is nothing to do the person i mention earlier on bt will also be will reveal Sooner or Later as i promise that person wunt tell!!! but i did Shout out *HUARRY* n almost cry when i heard this good news!!! haha!!! defintion Done!!! =)

幕後花絮：haha sooooo many sercet im holding... *ahhh* wowsia... n all this happened within 4hour sia A great Surprise for miie ah!!

黃鴻升(小鬼)－我不要長生不老

OS：曾經的我想對你說：

現在是2010/01/11

我發現我已經無法忘記你，

天天每分每秒都在想著你，

你有想我嗎？

不管你有沒有想我

不管以後會怎樣

我都會在這裏等你

我真的希望你會來

我真的希望我們可以

從新開始

從新認識真正的對方!!!

^^ A New Change-I.N.G ^^

2010-02-25T17:22:00.007+08:00

Need a change in my life path!!! Switching in process

PS:not this stupid wanna path... it ANOTHER path that i need To Do it

^^ Anniversary ^^

2010-02-14T03:49:00.003+08:00

OPPS Almost 4get about someting le!!! wishing: congrat to... 1 year Anniversary to my......... BLOG yoo!!! eee 勉強吧 haha... on n off im writing hehe!!! hope will have better n worthful thing to write on it!!! tada!!! Happy Anniversary to my blog... haha!!!

^^ 虎年行大運 ^^

2010-02-14T03:33:00.004+08:00

Yo people nooo time noooo see le... btw happy chinese new year aka valentine day as it fall on the same day... wat m i doing leh??? trying to 守歲lor.. n posting this blogging... to keep miie awake haha... btw a wonderful day i had... watching movie b4 the new year come... yoohoo funny sia... it preason jaskson n the lighting thief.... woo 4 star i giving... haha it is a nice show to watch... n found a nice video...

poker face in 新年版本。。。

看了，包你們有個喜哈哈的'虎'年。。。哈哈哈在這祝賀大家 '虎'年快樂，'虎''虎'生威，龍騰'虎'艷，'虎'力全開，'虎'福臨門，'虎'杯常滿。可別狼吞'虎'咽唷!!! =) PS：有情人終成眷屬。。。沒有的，祝福你早日找到你的 HALF APPLE =）yoo, this year the blessing sooo long sia!!!

^^ Sweet Story ^^

2010-02-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

这天,白云酒楼里来了两位客人,一男一女,四十岁上下,穿着不俗,男的还拎着一个旅行包,看样子是一对出来旅游的夫妻.

　　服务员笑吟吟地送上菜单.男的接过菜单直接递女的,说:"你点吧,想吃什么点什么."女的连看也不看一眼,抬头对服务员说:"给我们来碗馄饨就行了!"

　　服务员一怔,哪有到白云酒楼吃馄饨的?再说,酒楼里也没,她以为自己没听清楚,不安的望着那个女顾客.女人又把自己的话重复了一遍,旁边的男人这时候发话了:"吃什么馄饨,又不是没钱?"

　　女人摇摇头说:"我就是要吃馄饨!" 男人愣了愣,看到服务员惊讶的目光,很难为情地说:"好吧.请给我们来两碗馄饨."

　　"不! " 女人赶紧补充道,"只要一碗!" 男人又一怔,一碗怎么吃?女人看男人皱起了眉头,就说:"你不是答应的,一路上都听我的吗?"

　　男人不吭声了,抱着手靠在椅子上.旁边的服务员露着了一丝鄙夷的笑意,心想:这女人抠门抠到家了.上酒楼光吃馄饨不说,两个人还只要一碗.她冲女人撇了撇嘴:"对不起,我们这里没有馄饨卖,两位想吃还是到外面大排挡去吃吧!"

　　女人一听,感到很意外,想了想才说:"怎么会没有馄饨卖呢?你是嫌生意小不愿做吧?"

　　这会儿,酒楼老板张先锋恰好经过,他听到女人的话,便冲服务员招招手,服务员走过去埋怨道:"老板,你看这两个人,上这只点馄饨吃,这不是存心捣乱吗?"

　　张先锋微微一笑,冲她摆摆手.他也觉得很奇怪:看这对夫妻的打扮,应该不是吃不起饭的人,估计另有什么想法.不管怎样,生意上门,没有往外推的道理。

　　他小声吩咐服务员:"你到外面买一碗馄饨回来,多少钱买的,等会结帐时多收一倍的钱!"说完他拉张椅子坐下,开始观察起这对奇怪的夫妻.

　　过了一会,服务员捧回一碗热气腾腾的馄饨,往女人面前一放,说 :"请两位慢用 ."

　　看到馄饨,女人的眼睛都亮了,她把脸凑到碗面上,深深地吸了一口气,然后 ,用汤匙轻轻搅拌着碗里的馄饨,好象舍不得吃,半天也不见送到嘴里.

　　男人瞪大眼睛看着女人,又扭头看看四周,感觉大家都在用奇怪的眼光盯着他们,顿感无地自容,恨恨地说道:"真搞不懂你在搞什么,千里迢迢跑来 ,就为了吃这碗馄饨?"

　　女人抬头说道:"我喜欢!"

　　男人一把拿起桌上的菜单:"你爱吃就吃吧,我饿了一天了,要补补." 他便招手叫服务员过来,一气点了七八个名贵的菜.

　　女人不急不慢,等男人点完了菜.这才淡淡地对服务员说:"你最好先问问他有没有钱,当心他吃霸王餐."

　　没等服务员反应过来,男人就气红了脸:"放屁!老子会吃霸王餐?老子会没钱?"他边说边往怀里摸去,突然"咦"的一声:"我的钱包呢?"他索性站了起来,在身上又是拍又是捏,这一来竟然发现手机也失踪了.男人站着怔了半晌,最后将眼光投向对面的女人.

　　女人不慌不忙地说道:"你别瞎忙活了,钱包和手机我昨晚都扔到河里了."

　　男人一听,火了:"你疯了!"女人好象没听见一样,继续缓慢的搅拌着碗里的馄饨.男人突然想起什么,拉开随身的旅行包,伸手在里面猛掏起来.

　　女人冷冷说了句:"别找了,你的手表,还有我的戒指,咱们这次带出来所有值钱的东西,我都扔河里了.我身上还有五块钱,只够买这碗馄饨了!"

　　男人的脸刷地白了,一屁股坐下来,愤怒的瞪着女人:"你真是疯了,你真是疯了!咱们身上没有钱,那么远的路怎么回去啊?"

　　女人却一脸平静,不温不火地说:"你急什么?再怎么着,我们还有两条腿,走着走着就到家了."

　　男人沉闷的哼了一声.女人继续说道:"二十年前，咱们身上一分钱也没有,不也照样回到家了吗?那时侯的天.比现在还冷呢!"

　　男人听了这句,不由的瞪直了眼:"你说,你说什么?"女人问:"你真的不记得了?"男人茫然的摇摇头.

　　女人叹了口气:"看来,这些年身上有了几个钱,你就真的把什么都忘了.二十年前,咱们第一次出远门做生意,没想到被人骗了个精光,连回家的路费都没了.经过这里的时候,你要了一碗馄饨给我吃,我知道,那时候你身上就剩下五毛钱了......"

　　男人听到这里,身子一震,打量了四周:"这,这里......" 女人说:"对,就是这里,我永远也不会忘记的,那时它还是一间又小又破的馄饨店 ."

　　男人默默地低下头,女人转头对在一旁发愣的服务员道:"姑娘,请给我再拿只空碗来."

　　服务员很快拿来了一只空碗,女人捧起面前的馄饨,拨了一大半到空碗里,轻轻推到男人面前:"吃吧,吃完了我们一块走回家!"

　　男人盯着面前的半碗馄饨,很久才说了句:"我不饿. "女人眼里闪动着泪光,喃喃自语:"二十年前,你也是这么说的!"说完,她盯着碗没有动汤匙,就这样静静地坐着.

　　男人说:"你怎么还不吃?"女人又哽咽了:"二十年前,你也是这么问我的.我记得我当时回答你.要吃就一块吃,要不吃就都不吃,现在,还是这句话!"

男人默默无语,伸手拿起了汤匙.不知什么原因,拿着汤匙的手抖得厉害,舀了几次,馄饨都掉下来.最后,他终于将一个馄饨送到了嘴里,使劲一吞,整个都吞到了肚子里.当他舀第二个馄饨的时候,眼泪突然"叭嗒`叭嗒"往下掉.

　　女人见他吃了,脸上露出了笑容,也拿起汤匙开始吃.馄饨一进嘴,眼泪同时滴进了碗里.这对夫妻就和着眼泪把一碗馄饨分吃完了.

　　放下汤匙,男人抬头轻声问女人:"饱了么?"

　　女人摇了摇头.男人很着急,突然他好象想起了什么,弯腰脱下一只皮鞋,拉出鞋垫,手往里面摸,没想到居然摸出了五块钱.他怔了怔,不敢相信地瞪着手里的钱.

　　女人微笑的说道:"二十年前,你骗我说只有五毛钱了,只能买一碗馄饨,其实呢,你还有五毛钱,就藏在鞋底里.我知道,你是想藏着那五毛钱,等我饿了的时候再拿出来.后来你被逼吃了一半馄饨,知道我一定不饱,就把钱拿出来再买了一碗!" 顿了顿,她又说道,"还好你记得自己做过的事,这五块钱,我没白藏!"

　　男人把钱递给服务员:"给我们再来一碗馄饨."服务员没有接钱,快步跑开了,不一会,捧回来满满一大碗馄饨.

　　男人往女人碗里倒了一大半:"吃吧,趁热!"

　　女人没有动,说:"吃完了,咱们就得走回家了,你可别怪我,我只是想在分手前再和你一起饿一回.苦一回!"

　　男人一声不吭,低头大口大口吞咽着,连汤带水,吃得干干净净.他放下碗催促女人道:"快吃吧,吃好了我们走回家!"

　　女人说:"你放心,我说话算话,回去就签字,钱我一分不要,你和哪个女人好,娶个十个八个，我也不会管你了....."

　　男人猛地大声喊了起来:"回去我就把那张离婚协议书烧了,还不行吗?"说完,他居然号啕大哭,"我错了,还不行吗?我脑袋抽筋了，还不行吗?"

　　女人面带笑容,平静地吃完了半碗馄饨,然后对服务员:"姑娘,结帐吧.",

　　一直在旁观看的老板张先锋猛然惊醒,快步走了过来,挡住了女人的手,却从身上摸出了两张百元大钞递了过去:"既然你们回去就把离婚协议书烧了,为什么还要走路回家呢?"

　　男人和女人迟疑地看着张先锋,张先锋微笑道:"咱们都是老熟人了,你们二十年前吃的馄饨,就是我卖的,那馄饨就是我老婆亲手做的!"说罢,他把钱硬塞到男人手中,头也不回地走了.....

　　张先锋回到办公室,从抽屉取出那张早已拟好的离婚协议书,怔怔地看了半晌,喃喃自语地说:"看来,我的脑袋也抽筋了..."

　　分手时想想以前,那个陪你甘苦与共的人,一路走来，其实你们的故事并不短；时间慢慢过去,那些感动却一点一点封存。其实最疼你的人不是那个甜言蜜语哄你开心的人，也许就是在鞋底藏5元钱，在最后的时候把最后一点东西省着给你吃,却说不饿的人……

看完了故事，你知道什么是老婆了吗？

老婆，就是那个为了省钱帮你买一份中意的礼物，却宣称自己是在节食的“傻瓜女人” 。

老婆，就是那个为了爱你，而放弃整片森林，一心想陪在你身边和你慢慢变老的“庸俗女人”。

老婆，就是那个不许你看别的女人、提别的女人、赞美别的女人的“小气女人” 。

　　老婆，就是那个保存着你发给她的每一条甜蜜信息，时常翻来看着乐的“花痴女人”。

　　老婆，就是那个总是嚷嚷着要宰你一顿，请她吃饭时，却说自己不饿的“可爱女人” 。

　　老婆，就是那个你说想买一双板鞋，跑遍全世界去找，结果却告诉你是偶尔看到就买回来的“虚伪女人” 。

　　老婆，就是那个你不在她身边，她无比想念，天天对着手机望眼欲穿的“可怜女人” 。

　老婆，就是那个在你打游戏，睡觉的时候，打电话发短信来说“我想你了”的“可恨女人” 。

　　老婆，就是那个只要有你的支持，就敢奋勇向前毫无畏惧的“白痴女人” 。

　　老婆，就是那个看到别人的脏衣服都觉恶心，却将你穿一星期未换黑不见底的臭袜子洗得雪白而毫无怨言的“笨蛋女人” 。

老婆，就是那个一听见别人说你不好，就据理力争誓死捍卫的“泼辣女人”

　　老婆，就是那个很坚强，很有自尊心，但在你面前却任性赖皮的“小女人” 。

　　男人，记住：老婆，就是那个只允许你吃她亏的女人。

　　老婆，就是那个让你有了她而不再会想其他女人的女人。

　　老婆，就是那个让一向吝啬的你，舍得在她身上花钱而竟然不心痛的女人。

　　老婆，就是那个让你甘愿放弃睡懒觉，而起床为她做早餐的女人。

　　老婆，就是那个让从前心高气傲大男子主义的你，变成会迁就、体谅的男人的女人。

　　老婆，就是那个让你觉得洗碗洗衣服也很有男子气概的女人。

　　老婆，就是那个让你懂得责任，只要她幸福，再辛苦也变得值得的女人。

老婆，就是那个让你每个空余时间都希望有她陪伴，哪怕只是不说话的女人。

老婆，就是那个让你因为她感冒而担心，看到她多吃一碗饭而开心的女人。

　　老婆，就是那个让你愿意撑起一把伞，去挡住她头上乌云的女人。

当看完这篇文章的时候,有种说不出的感觉.很真实,很确切,也许这里面的有些片段或多或少的发生在你我的身边.而当你看完这篇文章的时候又是怎样的一种心情呢?是否也会想起自己和身边的他或者她呢?,常听人说,要珍惜眼前人,懂得珍惜的人才会拥有,因为懂得,所以幸福.最初写出这篇文章的人能够真正的体会“老婆”的含义真的很不简单,能够真正懂得,相信他或她是幸福的.也希望看到,或者看过这篇文章的朋友们,在触碰你心灵的瞬间懂得“珍惜”……

^^ Carelessness ^^

2010-01-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

I really hated carelessness!!! it really ruined everyting in the Quiz!!! ARGH~~~ now wunt easily get off myself le!!! by giving reward n punishment!!!
-Hated myself when say SEE WATCH LEARN in the end SEE n WATCH only!!! in the end think they will be disappointed ba!!! n if this continues, more n more pple will felt this way de!!!
-Hated when say will check for mistake in the end NO!!! 活該lah!!!! lot of careless mistake makes it juz 1.5mark n u will pass!!!
-Hated the way i think n do... that i NEED to do, but nothing is in processing!!!

TO: MYSELF
NOW pls i begging YOU PLS study extra hard can!!! i really dun wanna to waste my second chance just like that!!! PLS stay HOME this 3 mths juz to study can, not playing too much of game!! nor Facebooking, youtubeing, gaming, or mayb QQing!!! PLS stay HOME for this 3 mths for study n not Kboxing, jalaning, for long time no see friend!!! u been having too much, always giving excusses to go out!!! with no need to study friend!!! n pls oso u need to have muli-tasked job, in order to get it funded... u really know how to be organised meh... no rite!!! pls lah!!! study extra for ur future Quiz n exam... n u can play liao.. for 1 mth holiday... can YOU just tanhan!!! THX in advance!!! if u really start doing it!!! n not playing anymore!!! =) or else ur life will be like this song 搞砸了OK!!!

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
搞砸了又搞砸了

幕後花絮：Reward if pass for the rest of Quizes!!! see 小鬼黃鴻升 n punishment: to be confirmed!!!

^^ A Missed Call ^^

2010-01-12T03:56:00.002+08:00

to mention earlier on, i been waiting a called starting form +8... from 10Jan.. n today at 12jan (n it our 2mth being tgt) 12:30pm++ i did receive a missed called starting from +8... n yes i accidentally missed!!! *ARGH* siao la somemore when i called back it wrong Number... - sickening network... y shown wrong number... n i cant even called back!!! n iii really miss him n his voice even more sia!!! even can dreamed for 2nite!!! haiya, now no choice lor!!! wait for his call again, n hope i really can answer successfully without fail... *hehe*

幕後花絮：wait a minute.. i tot u r saying u r giving up!! on 12jan that last for almost 2mths 'r/s' ma!!! why u r waiting for his call leh!! u siao le ahh!!! 口不對心!!! the answer is i really dunno!! how to give up mayb silent breakup is harder than usual ba!!! or mayb needed actually 1mth n 29days to give up ba!! like wat is shown in 海派田心!!!bt i really know that ytd i cant keep myself free from anything!!! cuz when im freeminded!!! my mind is all about you!!! everywhere we walked, everywhere got ppl wearing same uniform as u, i do really wish that was you, so i got 決心，理由 to ask for it!!! or mayb i do really give my heart out that is more than i expected!!! to this i know!!! 拿起來是那麽容易的事，而放下來是那麽苦難的事！！！now i only can say 我的愛~失控了

爱失控 energy

一分一秒被偷走
所谓的永久
被曾经取代后
变成恶魔
手里握着多余的温柔
独自反复思索
收藏保留
随风飞走
说来轻松
自由
是否会比较好过
原来没有
成全的背后总有
痛苦在招手
记忆停留在最初时候
星光已不再闪烁
无话可说
继续走
还是朋友
让你走
我的爱失控
藏在幸福快乐的背后
是我
逃避退缩
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
是非对错不想再多说
眼神交会时候
出卖承诺
泪在留
想通
躲在黑暗的出口
难以捉摸
是缘份的作用
导致失控
还是孤独一时的冲动
抹去爱情轮廓
故事内容
谁补充
安静的尘封
世界的旋律因你而转动
就算再失控
落空
音符交织感动
就够
让你走
我不再是我
感受不到心跳的触碰
占有
转眼成空
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
徘徊梦中模糊脸孔
遗留在角落
不再轻易地经过

^@^ It's_My _Story ^@^

** new or old **

必勝

醋味

^^ 你不知道… ^^

梁心颐 ~ 小树

^^ 成全 ^^

^^ HINT ^^

^^ 碎了^^

^^ 著魔咒了 ^^

[MV/HQ] Ding Dang 丁噹 - 一半 (Yi Ban) One Half

^^ 14 Feb ^^

五月天 - 時光機 MV

龔詩嘉-放不下【自製KTV版by怨小藍】

^^ part iii ^^

等？ 傻瓜，别等了！

^^ part ii ^^

^^ part i ^^

^^ 一位老人告诉我的60句话 ^^

0748

=)

^^ waiting ^^

^^ 貸款愛情 ^^

累 equal 哭

^^ control ^^

^^ 新年来临 ^^

Alvin & the Chipmunks Christmas Don't Be Late (original TV)

Hebe - 寂寞寂寞就好

U頻道原創影片" 愛情折扣 宣傳片

"Channel U Feature Film 2010" Trailer "U頻道原創影片"宣傳片

^^ 愛情季節 ^^

^^ 她說_part2 ^^

^^ absent-minded ^^

meanwhile now is 小鬼黄鸿升 MV time

1st -复制人

2nd - 御守之心

林俊傑 2010概念自選集 - 她說she says

^^ Dreamsss On^^

^^ Explanation's of Love ^^

^^ Exam period ^^

^^ friends till exam ^^

^^I am a Timed-bomb ^^

^^ Give up??!! ^^

盧廣仲-Nice to meet you

^^ Up - Dating ^^

張懷秋-臨時演員

^^ drowning ^^

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV全球網路大首播

田馥甄 Hebe《寂寞寂寞就好》MV

^^ trying to surviving ^^

Hebe田馥甄-《寂寞寂寞就好》MV

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶MV王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶MV

^^ 你就像是上瘾头的毒药 ^^

^^ 20.10.2010^^

^^ new gadgets ^^

^^ 121010 ^^

大嘴巴 " Happy Birthday 買滴兒" MV

^^ waiting ^^

^^ VALO X3 =P ^^

^^ Mrs Lee kuan Yew ^^

^^ 如果一個男人真的愛妳 ^^

^^ 可不可以 郑可为 ^^

^^ 谈一场永不分手的恋爱 ^^

^^ Home ^^

^^ hello~~ ^^

盧廣仲-OH YEAH MV

^^ AWAKEN ^^

^^ ENOUGH ^^

now i hope i really can 可以不愛了

^^ F. I . L ^^

^^ 抓住我 ^^

周湯豪 - 罵醒我_yup idea of the sentence is from this song!!!

JJ Lin 林俊傑、張靚穎《我飛故我在》完整版MV

林俊傑、張靚穎《我飛故我在》

^^ ??? ^^

嚴爵Yen-j [ 愛就是咖哩 ] MV

^^ 拼命些什麽；累死我了 ^^

張芸京《相反的我》

^^ Im finished ^^

new or old

等？傻瓜，别等了！

U頻道原創影片" 愛情折扣宣傳片

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶MV
王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV

^^ 可不可以郑可为 ^^