^_^ 七情六慾的 OverView 2009 ^_^

Last Day of 2009 - 31 Dec 2009 hmm, let do a overview... in point form cuz lot of thing - REALLY *crazy* thing happening to miie!!! wow 七情六慾都上場了

* in 13 Feb do my soft lanch of my Blogger : http://itsaboutmylifedotx.blogspot.com/ haha this blog is created to put watever things happening/ed to miie: lye got wat event going on... around miie to let miie record down juz in cuz i lose memory then i can view lor... since my fren say my 'life' is sooo interesting hehe
*at first toking about.... the place that i traveled n about my JJ Lin Jun Jie - idol *hehe*... nothing but about him... until i very surprise.... n special event going on... eating n doing nothing n posting for Fun... NOTHING else... seem bored rite!!!
* tadan! Exciting part cuming... a stupid C.H.I.N.E.S.E guy... go say Lyk miie... hehe good rite... den 3/4, 75% is toking about him... that really hope dun 假戯真做 =) okay Full stop!!! haha
*back to wonderful work *stressfree*... but it diff from where im working... PC show!!! SUNTEC!!! haha finally im out of PLAZA SING... hehe got a new experience liao YEAH!!! other sad thing wunt say!!!! cuz oso 4get liao!!!
*Aug - going to school!!! ohh my gosh... meet NEW friend.... that wat i like school equal to friend aka fun i made!!! that the best part of school haha
*Oct - the mth b4 my 21st Birthday.. .although not sooo 'big' as i organised last yr... bt went to batam without my parent yahoo this is wat i like!!! havea great fun down there... n *touching* moment =)
*Nov till Now last day of 2009 erm... thingwent totally WRONG... that wat i dun like!!! worse worse worse!!! it seem like alll my luck has used up!!! everything juz bcuz of 1 stupid act... by other *KIA KIA* ask sumbody else for help_NO USED! den... last resolution!!! ask the S.C to *hehe* TOGETHER!!! at 1st... he did rejected... opps... die liao die liao, im dying soon... the mr S.U.G... pls lah get a (OTHER) life laH!!! dun aim miie!!! bt after a few... days... surprising S.C say okay... n Luv *sparkling* in the end of strange 2009!!! erm... den wanna TO TELL S.U.G im attacted... bt in the end didnt tell... CAUSE words will be spreading around... MORE TROUBLE from him will cum!!! cuz woo this time is in really low profile... really no0body noe... abt... unless u r reading this blog... hehehe!!! DEN/BUT ... too bad... really need to0 end this PAINFUL ACT soon!!! that mayb... my heart... will not take it *心痛*... mayb... when it do really happen!!! my heartbeat will stop for __ second ba... hahaha!!! no choice lor... can only wish miie luck!!! hope i really do survive in 2010 ba!!!
* here a SONG from my fav Idol!!! if do really 衰... same as miie this yr... ganna shit like miie -

dun b afraid as 2009 ending soon 加油；2010會更好；因爲老天會找其他方式來補救你的人生!!!

JJ Lin - 加油

幕後花絮：everything i noe 2009 is a mistake: the guys i noe; lot of careless mistake i made that i cant make it up hmm hope 2010 i can b a real 21 yr old person... let my DAD fang xin juz this yr i got only 3 main target need to get!!!

1: 徹底忘了他：賴囯生!!!

2:Get a life for miie - Getting a NEW JOB!!!

3: Able to pass all my module WITHOUT Re-moduling!!!

4: hope to get in plane in 2010 AUG with my classmate friends to HongKong - disney land!!!

5: change the style of my blogging!!!

^_^ 等的太多 ^_^

幕後花絮：jialai jialai jialai... hehe, i did sumting wrong 2day, purposely wait for his call, Yeah he really call back... asking why nv go call him den ans 1 stupid ans... playing game, 4get liao... opps 1, den later he msg miie... playing game is more impt den him hoo... opps 2, saw the msg after 2hrs plus... die liao... tml confirm i need to say sorry to him liao paisai lah... hope tml he will 4give miie...... wish miie good luck ba!!!

原來呀! 愛情不能等著接收，你也要懂得付出的，否者會讓對方愛的很累!!! 愛情是要雙方共同 協手努力付出，對方才能感應到你的愛意!!!

^_^ X'mas 2009 ^_^

Wishing every Body:

HAVE A BERI BERI BERI MERRY X'mas YOOO

Fluxus Artists- All i wanna for X'mas is you

Enjoy with ur Luv 1 yoo =)

From : Juz TianTian

^_^ X'mas Eve ^_^

erm.... watching fruit basket all day long, while studying hehe, mulit-task rite... cuz trying to concentrate bt hard lah... in the end lo watching show haha, n finish half of my tutorial only... will really try my best to understand de... n saw my email i got a job at the S'pore 2010, woosay only knowing that is guiding ppl ard... =) hehe.. paisei lah... hmm... doing wat on xmas eve... later go celebrate yoo n hving BBQ tada, my fav!!! byebye lo going for my BBQ le... n

Happy Merry X'mas to u guys/gals

For fruit basket- Ritsuko Okazaki

幕後花絮：tis song a long time (2004) show... bt at least teach miie it really okay to being urself... nothing need to worry!!! i really like this show=) hehe. others, dun wish to say!!! STUCK STUCK STUCK!!! bt only say jian jiaren... it a very hard 'thing' for miie to go see ur family... can i say no!!! i reallly dunno??? Since i really wanna to give up le!!! pls lah, dun give miie any more qidai keyi ma... i really dun wanna liao...

^_^ 16.12.09 ^_^

I really no mood to say anyting abt did it happened today!!! see how la, if nxt time got mood show u wat i taken n wat did i really happened...

幕後花絮：Can only say... 見了，散了，哭了，- 心痛的感覺真的不好受！

^_^ Juz School ^_^

幕後花絮：15.12.09 the day where my hoilday offically ended n school day offically start... wahahaha... dunno how the course will b hard or harder den easilier ??? ans will b reveal will i go to the lesson lor... haha haiya hope i will get a understanding mind to the course i take... POE n FA1 wishing miie having good luck mind or smarter mind ahead yoo!!! byebye lor preparing to go school ...

PS: my fav idol fa pian liao!!! Mr LIM JJ Lim Jun Jie 7th album~ JJ林俊杰＿100天 do support him... our singaporean Proud!!! song nice~~~ =)

我超想要放棄一切，我們看不見的未來

^_^ 期待 ^_^

幕後花絮：this cuming wednesday 16.12.09 i really really really hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope i can see the 1st n 2nd last time of you... before i really can fang xia xin fang qi ni!!! or else i think i will crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying or mayb even more... hope everyting wunt change. hope i can take control of the you in the pict/photo... to remember this uncertain future that i got!!! Juz ni he wo that all!!!

放弃你 放弃爱情

放弃了所有权利

连自己都知道这不公平

放弃你 放弃自己

放弃了爱的权利

放弃你 等于放弃我自己

^_^ 12.12.09 ^_^

Hi everyone... tell u sumting: i really got nthing to write, nthing to do, nowhere to go, hehe weird rite... juz a unknown usage posting byebye, continue listen to my new fav song 黄靖伦 - 透明人...hai emo song again!!! too bad no mv to let u see!! go check it out urself ba... hehe

幕後花絮：doesnt wanna to say anyting. juz that i finally realise that: 爱情的梦想与现实之间,我很脆弱,而且伤得很重...还有失眠会折磨我!!!

^_^ Anniversary ^_^

這次我不會打電話給你，只用傳簡訊的方式－來傳達你對我的一切。因爲再過２個小時就1 month Anniversary 。雖然每晚只在電話聊天。可是真的很滿足了，所以今晚想給你的特別。呵呵=)來咯－請看好：

不知不覺已過了一個月！

相對你說：

千万句的謝謝

謝謝你肯願意接受我。

謝謝你肯每晚和我說話，道晚安。

謝謝你肯等我。

謝謝你肯遷就我。

謝謝你的將來都給我。

我答應你

我的將來也會交給你全全負責。

雖然我會捨不得我們會分開一陣子。

不能像這樣每晚都通電話。

可是一有機會。我鉄定會去找你。

最後一句：辛苦你了。

丁噹+周華健 [ 突然想愛你 ]

突然想爱 我已不是小孩　却像首次告白 只想被你爱　突然想爱 最坦然的坦白　像赤裸的脚踝 舒服自在　活过来 我都爱　突然明白 之前的都不算爱　我都爱 活过来　责无旁贷 也包括你的不可爱　总是突如其来爱 还让人眼界大开　原来一切值得期待　总是突如其来爱 像河流进了大海　原来应该这样 存在

幕後花絮：word so romantic!!! i dont think soo ba... as this what i wanna to say to him... from my heart... although everynight i juz can only dream about you, talk on the hp only... cant meet soo often. but thank, cause everyting seem it change from last time i know you. mayb it trust ba... learning to trust more than i expected. n telling you n promising you... although sumtime i wonder where our future??? i cant really cant see, really wanna to give up... but promising you will put 0.01% of our future increase into 100% can been see!!!

^_^ Good Day - pict ^_^

the pict that i wanna to show!!!

the place will make miie =)

the yummy food n my fav dessert!!! =)

幕後花絮：juz really hope everyting can goo smoothly in this cuming new year 2010!!! with or without him i really DK. happy go lucky of miie- where r u??? pls come back can!!!

^_^ Good Day ^_^

Hi.. reader!!! do u hv a gd day...? to miie okay lah... no too bad, alittle smile appear on my face =) that good rite, no emo, how i survive this early mrng, friend sick cant come out, nvm he cant meet miie for xtra day... a little sad, tml working, nthing to do, to show a the moment to watch... boring life rite...msn other ppl not too =) consol-ing n others that i msn tot i not happy... haiya is not that im not happy that u put miie pigeon, it only no mood to smile if u see miie oso the same face that i will oso give u de.... sorry lah... mind tooo many ting need to throw away... bt dun know where n hu to throw. den begged dad to go ikea for makan... mayb will make miie feel a little better... n yes it did!!! yeah... eat my fav food!!! n go shopping a while... got dou feng although boring... bt the views that i saw has kept miie out of mind for a moment... too bad the pict cant transfer from my hp to here... good rite =) n dad tok abt the good durian guy... that always give miie offer haha... ask miie to find- buy durian!! funny rite, bt too bad he not working at fen gong si... cant see him n buy... bt nvm my dad is ok at the moment... with him... cuz he is so called nice to miie - give durian at a good offer haha bt other thing i tink will consider ba... hai 0.01% de ai how ahh??? idk oso... bt juz than i got a called ask miie to work another shift that i very bo song den all my mood from =) bcum =( le thx ahh!!! byebye lor!!! n here another mv from my point of view enjoy

我的妈 - 黄靖伦

我的妈 妈 我不想长大

我的妈 世界不像话

我的妈 爱情真可怕

我的妈呀 我的妈呀 我的妈呀 我的妈妈 你真是伟大

我的妈 我想要回家

我的妈 未来太疯狂

我的妈呀 我的妈呀 我的妈呀 我的妈

^_^ 下一站, 幸福 ^_^

有些人的人生，是直達車

有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…
有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，

不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人沒有人知道，

能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰…

.相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？

叮噹 - 我愛他

幕後花絮：而我的下一站, 幸福站 在哪？會不會在你那停靠？

^_^ 松一口氣 ^_^

Yes really can 松一口氣 le... ES n QS Exam finish liao... go eat steamboat to hv mini celebration again!!! although i confirm make a lot of careless mistake de... ya... cant blame calculator cant blame lighting of classroom... only can blame miie... Why nv check carefully b4 leaving for toilet break lah... Ahh nvm lah... no choice lor only can hope... i really will will will pass n no re-exam cuz... i really Hate Exam!!! Juz like O lvl stress sia... haha... nvm lah, juz hope when i receive my result on 19 Feb... i will get a =)... for not remoduling!!!

^_^ 08.12.09 ^_^

Erm... nothing special to say... juz wish miie can pass my QS Skill can liao... wunt think much... wunt tok much... juz hoping i can pass my first 2 module with... success... or mayb Flying full of colour!! haha =) TQ in advance!!!

^_^ 怎麽辦 ^_^

七天后。12.12.09 是我說喜歡你的一周月紀念。怎麽辦，我真的不知道該怎麽辦。沒有人我能求救。真的有時候想要放棄，結束，算了。又怕我已中毒太深。可是我真的看不見我們的未來。怕你的未來沒有我。怕我的承諾是個謊言。我只能說愛情令我變成白痴。被盲目地控制的笨蛋。這原本不是我想要的愛情。可是我真的不知道是什麽原因-讓你走進我心裏。

^_^ 03.12.09 ^_^

From miie to you:

"The words "I love you" are not for anyone to say from their mouth to their beloved one. It's a feeling that you can whisper to each other from heart-to-heart without saying it aloud."

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎

珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....

因為愛你.所以放手還你自由

因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾

因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過

因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開

喜歡你 漸漸的已成爲我每天的習慣了 就像呼吸一樣！=)

^_^ part 1/2 of it FINISH ^_^

Hihi... reader, it miie to informing u wat did it happen ytd: it is my biggest nightmare has come, the english Exam...ahhhhh die rite, for miie getting F9 for my O lvl result, y is coming back again to subo miie! hai!! summore trying to keep myself calm down, den last min saw NEED IC or STUDENT PASS, more siao lah, more nervous liao, call my dad to bring... wait n sibei nervous liao and scared ganna nagging sia, MORE jialat liao, how??? n the moment come; dad say: "dun lose IC ahh" n finish went in as it started liao... sitting down bt need to hurry sia, paper start liao, how m i going to finish 尤其是compo, die liao.... even the question is soo tricking... time is passing, n ppl start going off, wowsia how did they finish in within 1hr de??? nvm lah, juz care about urself lah, do do do until 1630 wanna to do toilet, hai nvm la finish checking den go out liao.

everyone is discussing the question n i thinking of other, cuz my hp battery is die, hmm 一波未平，一波又起。but it ok i think, not many ppl will call n bomb my hp de, bt need to hurry la, go plaza singapura to settle my thing, n rch... saw my mgmt, ask to lend hp n call to say will b late to go hm... haha 報平安嗎！n wait for other to finish her work, n go eat KFC haha, funny rite... so called as a mini celebration ba, for my nightmare to be finish n went home lor...

幕後花絮：i really happy that he really care about miie, although miie n him in a different world, dunno i really can cross the line, n sumday to be with him...??? sumtime i really doesnt wanna care soo much!! but my world cant exist this!!! soo to miie 走一步，算一步咯。haiya, now only can juz treasure our 僅剩的33 days together le...

真的只要靜靜的，一切對我來說都是甜蜜的，值得的。

^_^ Delayed Post ^_^

Hi everyone, it miie posting my life but not emo I.N.G blog, YES Babes im going to tell u wat going on during end of Nov...
Ya as what i say... the 25 Nov to 29 Nov im working full shift... hated 25Nov.. but like 26 Nov to 29Nov cuz im in SITEX Fair at expo, although no shopping, no buying of my Lappy, but it so called relax as nobody to call miie to do this do that, im on my own handling the counter. no sup life is good, although need to handle few nasty customer, but nevermind, cuz that only a while, then they gooo liao... n not aiming to miie... wahahaha good rite, luv Sat and Sun the most, cuz get to see HIM... tok tok tok n cant bear to say 88. wasia more than 2 week nv see him le lei, of cuz =) la... haha sum1 in the R/S yoo... haha no la it juz long time no see gathering of 2 lah, nothing else... as he wunt say wat im to him, i oso wunt say wat he is to miie, hehe soo sercetive yaa.. we juz know it in our heart can liao... wunt be spreading around this time, that who is him... bt still =) lah cuz he soo caring =) okay lah bye lo... back to study le or else tml jialat den know... summore with his wishes will confirm... got sum confidence to do it... YEAH!!!

幕後花絮：Sumthing about him to miie... juz my tot lah, although that sumtime i really wish to give up as everyting is not in reality, im scare okay, i never ganna tis b4, no one can b ask. sum1 say try lah, ya lah try only nothing will goes wrong... ya to sumbody soo easily, but to miie everyting cant make any mistake. cuz my mistake = die okay!!! cant afford to make any mistake in my life le... but at least on 12 Nov 2009 i really try, n it succeed n i felt calm n =) to it... promised you will do anything for you although i sumtime really had this tot that will we still (to be continue in the future, bt when everytime i got this tot in my mind, u will give a sense of security to miie n promised miie that u wunt leave miie... n now i promise you... i will put more trust in you, n more effort to make our dream come true... miss and love to you!!!

無形中，我愛你的程度比我想象的還嚴重!!!

原來你就是我-匿名的寶貝

别怀疑 我为什么爱你 就像云恋风 风恋着雨 其实我也不太懂这是什么道理 我想这就好像呼吸 不用练习 因为是你