^@^ It's_My _Story ^@^: 1/1/10

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

^^ Carelessness ^^

I really hated carelessness!!! it really ruined everyting in the Quiz!!! ARGH~~~ now wunt easily get off myself le!!! by giving reward n punishment!!!
-Hated myself when say SEE WATCH LEARN in the end SEE n WATCH only!!! in the end think they will be disappointed ba!!! n if this continues, more n more pple will felt this way de!!!
-Hated when say will check for mistake in the end NO!!! 活該lah!!!! lot of careless mistake makes it juz 1.5mark n u will pass!!!
-Hated the way i think n do... that i NEED to do, but nothing is in processing!!!

TO: MYSELF
NOW pls i begging YOU PLS study extra hard can!!! i really dun wanna to waste my second chance just like that!!! PLS stay HOME this 3 mths juz to study can, not playing too much of game!! nor Facebooking, youtubeing, gaming, or mayb QQing!!! PLS stay HOME for this 3 mths for study n not Kboxing, jalaning, for long time no see friend!!! u been having too much, always giving excusses to go out!!! with no need to study friend!!! n pls oso u need to have muli-tasked job, in order to get it funded... u really know how to be organised meh... no rite!!! pls lah!!! study extra for ur future Quiz n exam... n u can play liao.. for 1 mth holiday... can YOU just tanhan!!! THX in advance!!! if u really start doing it!!! n not playing anymore!!! =) or else ur life will be like this song 搞砸了OK!!!

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
搞砸了又搞砸了

幕後花絮：Reward if pass for the rest of Quizes!!! see 小鬼黃鴻升 n punishment: to be confirmed!!!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

^^ A Missed Call ^^

to mention earlier on, i been waiting a called starting form +8... from 10Jan.. n today at 12jan (n it our 2mth being tgt) 12:30pm++ i did receive a missed called starting from +8... n yes i accidentally missed!!! *ARGH* siao la somemore when i called back it wrong Number... - sickening network... y shown wrong number... n i cant even called back!!! n iii really miss him n his voice even more sia!!! even can dreamed for 2nite!!! haiya, now no choice lor!!! wait for his call again, n hope i really can answer successfully without fail... *hehe*

幕後花絮：wait a minute.. i tot u r saying u r giving up!! on 12jan that last for almost 2mths 'r/s' ma!!! why u r waiting for his call leh!! u siao le ahh!!! 口不對心!!! the answer is i really dunno!! how to give up mayb silent breakup is harder than usual ba!!! or mayb needed actually 1mth n 29days to give up ba!! like wat is shown in 海派田心!!!bt i really know that ytd i cant keep myself free from anything!!! cuz when im freeminded!!! my mind is all about you!!! everywhere we walked, everywhere got ppl wearing same uniform as u, i do really wish that was you, so i got 決心，理由 to ask for it!!! or mayb i do really give my heart out that is more than i expected!!! to this i know!!! 拿起來是那麽容易的事，而放下來是那麽苦難的事！！！now i only can say 我的愛~失控了

爱失控 energy

一分一秒被偷走
所谓的永久
被曾经取代后
变成恶魔
手里握着多余的温柔
独自反复思索
收藏保留
随风飞走
说来轻松
自由
是否会比较好过
原来没有
成全的背后总有
痛苦在招手
记忆停留在最初时候
星光已不再闪烁
无话可说
继续走
还是朋友
让你走
我的爱失控
藏在幸福快乐的背后
是我
逃避退缩
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
是非对错不想再多说
眼神交会时候
出卖承诺
泪在留
想通
躲在黑暗的出口
难以捉摸
是缘份的作用
导致失控
还是孤独一时的冲动
抹去爱情轮廓
故事内容
谁补充
安静的尘封
世界的旋律因你而转动
就算再失控
落空
音符交织感动
就够
让你走
我不再是我
感受不到心跳的触碰
占有
转眼成空
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
徘徊梦中模糊脸孔
遗留在角落
不再轻易地经过

Sunday, January 10, 2010

^^ 走了 ^^

幕後花絮：Ya it wat i post on!!! he go back to China liao!! at least at 6am++ got sms miie!!! Now!!! waiting for his call...... no emotion for miie!! No mood to work/eat /study actually!! if got will be only tears falling down like watertap- NON-STOP!!! *trying not to think* Cause HOlDING back it hard for miie now!!!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

^^ 看不到的天空 ^^

Everything is blank blank blank~~~~ due to 2 stuff is running Trial n Error in my head (really misssss ta, n he is sick, really wish that tml can go n see him!!!) n other cant in to my head (ACCOUNT verse definition cant get in!!!) 就像是看不到的天空!!!

蔡旻佑 [ 你看不到的天空 MV ]

我在你看不到的天空
看着灿烂的烟火
这城市孤单的人只有我
没有谁在乎谁跟谁分手
每个时钟都继续转动
许下你听不到的承诺
流星怎么不坠落
在倒数声中我剩下什么
没有谁感性对回忆爱不释手
但我无力对抗这整个世界的寂寞
我该如何去面对
整个世界的寂寞

Friday, January 8, 2010

^^ 愛是對的 ^^

Hmm... hope this will b memorable... as it only last around 2mths only... hai, really dunno he is willly yo see miie ma... as i really miissssss him sia... but only scared that he only shuo shuo er yi!!! nvm lah!! dun care much more lah. bet he is happy that he going HOME SOON!!!
here a mv for all the ppl out there, enjoy!!! if got any silent reader oso???

蔡旻佑 [ 愛是對的 MV ]

幕後花絮：thx for ur sum/little caring at least.. haha!!! n preparing new recipe 'french toast with garlie spread' hmm dunno nice or not!!! ans will b revealing is it is a success lor!!! tada...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

^^ Misses ^^

It seem lyke a long time that i had beem crazy for nothing n needed medicaltion to calm miie down... woohoo... haha got lot of fun at work except for a few Irritating Moment!!! i do really miis my oldself!!! do you really come back or u just visiting???

Sunday, January 3, 2010

^^ holiday ?! ^^

cause slacking around in the house like OL having offical PH off ma... bt for my simple mind is slackling with no income... ohoh!!! but too bad today is my last day of slacking liao, cuz tml is back to work n school since "short PH school holiday" is over, hmm back to mind cracking days le*ahh; scream*!!! wow IDK!!! haha ByeBye lor!!! juz like this type of slacking here for a long moment to upload tis photo!!! *hehe* plus my hp is slient without any 蒼蠅ss disturbing... *YOOHOO* hope this will continue lah!! haha just jk de lah, cause dun wanna to use up Luck on this stupid things ma... haha!!!!

photo time!!! with my 'new comic cat post'!!!

Top 5 of 12!!!

My TOP no1...

Playing while working!!!

LEX LAH!!!

Event coming!!!

Most impt!!!

幕後花絮：To be or not to be/ To leave or not to leave!!! Due to my 2 resolution/aspect!!!

Friday, January 1, 2010

^ ^ NewYear_NEwDay_NEWLife ^^

Hi... everybody, HAPPY 2010 yoo!!! how i survive thru 31/12/2009 till 01/01/2010.... hmm... standing 4 more than 4 hrs... to get my Favourite stuff on earth aka S'pore that cant b get it sooo easily haha!!! no long passage for u to read!!! Just the picturesss for you to enjoy yoo... =)

A waiting night life!!! =)