^^ A Missed Call ^^

to mention earlier on, i been waiting a called starting form +8... from 10Jan.. n today at 12jan (n it our 2mth being tgt) 12:30pm++ i did receive a missed called starting from +8... n yes i accidentally missed!!! *ARGH* siao la somemore when i called back it wrong Number... - sickening network... y shown wrong number... n i cant even called back!!! n iii really miss him n his voice even more sia!!! even can dreamed for 2nite!!! haiya, now no choice lor!!! wait for his call again, n hope i really can answer successfully without fail... *hehe*

幕後花絮：wait a minute.. i tot u r saying u r giving up!! on 12jan that last for almost 2mths 'r/s' ma!!! why u r waiting for his call leh!! u siao le ahh!!! 口不對心!!! the answer is i really dunno!! how to give up mayb silent breakup is harder than usual ba!!! or mayb needed actually 1mth n 29days to give up ba!! like wat is shown in 海派田心!!!bt i really know that ytd i cant keep myself free from anything!!! cuz when im freeminded!!! my mind is all about you!!! everywhere we walked, everywhere got ppl wearing same uniform as u, i do really wish that was you, so i got 決心，理由 to ask for it!!! or mayb i do really give my heart out that is more than i expected!!! to this i know!!! 拿起來是那麽容易的事，而放下來是那麽苦難的事！！！now i only can say 我的愛~失控了

爱失控 energy

一分一秒被偷走
所谓的永久
被曾经取代后
变成恶魔
手里握着多余的温柔
独自反复思索
收藏保留
随风飞走
说来轻松
自由
是否会比较好过
原来没有
成全的背后总有
痛苦在招手
记忆停留在最初时候
星光已不再闪烁
无话可说
继续走
还是朋友
让你走
我的爱失控
藏在幸福快乐的背后
是我
逃避退缩
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
是非对错不想再多说
眼神交会时候
出卖承诺
泪在留
想通
躲在黑暗的出口
难以捉摸
是缘份的作用
导致失控
还是孤独一时的冲动
抹去爱情轮廓
故事内容
谁补充
安静的尘封
世界的旋律因你而转动
就算再失控
落空
音符交织感动
就够
让你走
我不再是我
感受不到心跳的触碰
占有
转眼成空
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
徘徊梦中模糊脸孔
遗留在角落
不再轻易地经过