last night or this morning, i really had a tiring dream!! had sort of 3 in a night~~ damn tired right!! tell you the detail now =)
1st: a short 5 minutes dream to go on for the night and yes it good why.. heard Mr JJ Lin song 《她說》 during my sleep hours.. but really don't know it really playing from the YES933, or my mind doing the tricks ^^ and wakes up at around 3plus am to grab a drink.
2nd: surprisingly; it about someone who i like recently. the dream is about 2 of us going to; for exam or ?, in the end i when i reach the venue, it becomes a surprise party for ?? event i really not so sure at that moment as in the mean time i still figuring out is this reality or not? as in the dream i already been with him for a very very long time.. (which is not true in the realistic real world). i met his friend, (so called his friend in the my dream) and also my friends come the chalet and congrats me too.. even dreamed of old time friend coming too.. ( happy but this dream is way too long and torturing me liao) and that moment i did figure out it a dream, but i can't really do it, as my soul is too enjoyed in that moment, can't really pull me out from my virtual world
3rd: yup i think is finally over, and waken up in my dream from 1 to another dream.. and everything is back to normal , except messaging a person all day long and i didn't know that i'm still in that dream.. and finally i had wake from my ringtone 《困在臺北》for more than half an hour，but i think should change to 困在夢裏吧。
幕後花絮：wow too long never put this kind of Chinese comment to represent my thought. *quite missed using it, so use lor. hehe
the reason for getting those weird and torturing dream i guess is
- might be i saw too much(for both guys and girls) of this sort of person to relay on for your lifetime through facebook
- post related love post in my blog.. think about more than 1 hour to create those, and those idea source is not from him!!! but a show that i watching now
- maybe minds too free to wonder around, and still can't really stays from from the guy i like, but i will continue to try to not soo fall deeper in live during this holiday period! *FIGHT.I.N.G!! *finding a stronger rope to pull myself OUT!
- i think i really wanna to fall in love and really make myself hurt for nothing, u know libra is soooo lacks of caring needs *which i hated the most
- and lastly maybe song, names and other related abouthim keep on appearing in my circumstance and his switching of 忽冷；忽熱！* and i think all people can't stands this feeling when a person u like do this; right? ;D
and i guess the more torturing is when im 暗戀-ing and this is what i hated most about me!! can i really find ways to avoid other then working 24/7 everything, cause that too tiring for both psychosocially and emotionally of me.
and MV a song 困在夢裏 oops it 困在臺北 from 嚴爵, enjoy yoo
每个人的人生 都有一段片刻在等
那叫做过渡期 我安慰自己
每个人的人生 都有一段考验在等
那叫做别放弃 我激励自己
虽然 这样子自我催眠有点效用
但是明天醒来还是觉得我终究一事无成
那麽的多的人对我是充满期待
而我没办法交代感到一丝无奈
PS: hope i really can get over this although i did really succeed N times,only this time need to faster as to get done before anything else happen to me *pray*
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